Author Archives: Leeman

You versus the many 0

The cries of the many outweighs you, but sometimes, the cries of one can outweigh the many.
It comes down to context.

My greatest gift 0

Friendship, at the lowest resonating label is my great gift. I believe in humanity above all else. It is humanity that make things happen. All other aspects make up the unknown. It is too bold for humans to say otherwise.
Today, Jason Ding, Laura Yang and Patrick Leung took me [...]

Universal Health Care 0

I didn’t want to post this up for a long time, ever since President Obama introduced it to his country. However, after reading months after months of Republican hoohah and those who continue to bash UHC with misinformation, I think it’s about time I say something.
FIRST AND FOREMOST: I would like to address that [...]

Real-time Strategy Games 0

As I chomped down on my chai-siu and rice, I searched the net for a PC RTS that I haven’t played yet, to buy. I looked at various games at IGN and Gamespot and didn’t find many that were too interesting. Then I looked up “Best RTS for PC” and came across a [...]

When you have something to say… 0

…say it to me, because I will be able to comprehend it. I will probably even be able to reflect on it.
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One of my favorite tunes. “Creep” by Radiohead.
My mind, my heart is like this song. Even the lyrics.
I think unlike my friends, I have grown [...]

Stomach Ache 0

Sexual Fairness 0

I just noticed this a few minutes ago, while moderating Thottbot and thought, “Hey, that’s pretty cool. Is that TD Canada recognizing gay couples in Canada? That is really nice.”
I just wanted to share that with you lot. It could be interpreted differently – great friends, brothers, etc, but I interpret it [...]

What I need 0

Last night, I had one too many, though it wasn’t that bad actually. After the club, Pat and I went to #9. Adam came later. I got home just after 2:30am. I apparently crashed in bed, half asleep but at 3:49am, I receive a call from Kari whom I haven’t spoken [...]

Uselessly Fun 0

(x) smoked A cigarette
(_) crashed a friend’s car
(_) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) smoked pot

It doesn’t cost that much 0

The title is a bit misleading, but actually, there is nothing philosophical, nor metaphoric about it.
A few minutes ago, I visited a site I frequent for Chinese TVB-related torrents and saw a tiny blurb that read: “Please click my sponsored ads. It will help with the monthly costs, else this site might not [...]

Bamboo Juice 1

Samsonite Sex 0

In the less than an hour of continued sleep after I dropped my dad off to work, I dreamed that I was going from my home to a place that resembled Simon Fraser University to drop off an empty Samsonite laptop case I own. It was night time and I walked past some kids [...]

Being Attractive 0

Now before anyone develops their own particulars, I will point out that I’ve been thinking about this for a long long long time and this entry takes on the objective perspective of that. There is nothing sinister nor demeaning through the words I will express here. However, know that this IS coming from [...]

Rhetoric I 0

Often I wonder if all I have to do is try harder. Often I wonder if all I have to do is pick up the phone or maybe, even just drive over and grab her out. Sometimes, I ask myself, “Do I just have to say it?” or is that simply not enough [...]

True Love 0

At work, 3:08pm, just heating up my noodles with ham and bok choy.
Earlier (like 10 minutes ago), I surfed into Facebook and saw someone’s wall post say: “True love is when a person chooses to love you and only you for the rest of their lives :) If your not enough then it [...]

Welcome to my PANTS! 0

Actually, it’s 8 degrees Celsius right now. Amazing right?
If you’ve noticed, I merged my old blog with this one and took out quite a bit of crap from that old blog. Mainly the miscellaneous video entries and a few religious debate entries. For the religious stuff, I wiped them off my site [...]

A lesson on swearing in Cantonese 0

The Universe from Nothing 0

An awesome video lecture on the creation of the universe by Lawrence Krauss. Jon, you will probably have an interest in this.

My favorite two quotes out of the entire video (17:19): “So forget Jesus. The stars died, so that you could be here today.” and at the end of the video, [...]

Sometimes… 0

Over-simplification is stressful 0

One of my friends is right when she said that many westernized Caucasians are over-simplified in how they think and do things. Remember, I said “many” and not “all” or “most”. I say “many” because of the ratio in the amount of people whom I’ve interacted with. This also includes Canadian and [...]

Rejection 0

This creature is known as a “Pong” because I’ve been trying to sleep most of the morning with little success and cannot think up a better name than “Dangok”. 8P
Which also means, I skipped work today because around 6:30 this morning, I suddenly woke up to a very painful stomach ache and spent a [...]

Lame 0

I almost walked out of my office today quitting my job. What I found frustrating about my job in the last few years is that my boss, though a nice lady, doesn’t actually listen. She accuses me of arguing because I don’t want to get my work done. The work she proposes [...]

Lost Meaning 5

As per my message to Spongey yesterday, all of my entries for the month of October will showcase an entry header picture of my Spore Creature Creations. This image here is of an ancient creature known scientifically as a Leemanis. It resembles a prehistoric cat that screeches like a chimpanzee. It can’t [...]

I wish… 12

…you can hear, see, feel what I hear, see and feel. Obviously, who really knows how to respond to entries like this?
At one time, it was almost nice to have a student actually listen to me, but I was no mentor. Far from. In his perspective, yes. In mine; [...]

Bacardi Rum, Aged 8 Years 0

So I start this journal entry with a bottle of Bacardi Rum, aged 8 years. The picture here is of two sake cups, filled with this rum. I toast Melvin for wherever he may be, that in our next life time, may we come back as cats. Cheers.

The Epic Fool 1

I find it difficult to live in a world where there is an ‘intricate’ and unnecessary complication in the network of people. For example, I ’smoke-up’ every now and then – once or twice a month. Who don’t I want to know this? My mom and my dad. Why? Because [...]

Pulse 3

I have had at least one other entry with the same name in version 1 of my blog. I actually miss that version of my blog. It was when I was filling it up with a myriad of thoughts – from uber sensitivity and mushiness all the way to brash humor. It [...]

Outside, Peering in 0

There are certain feelings I will never have back. It is not a matter of trying.
Lately, I’ve been spending quite some time with one of my friends. I’ve noticed that we have some similarities as well as vast differences. For example, similarities would be how we both find satisfaction in [...]

Foreign Intimacy 2

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My Babies 0

Ironhorse Sonic 02 fs/ht Mountain bike (2002) – June 23rd, 2003: has clocked roughly 5500 km
Trek Equinox 5 Tri/Road bike (2007) – June 9th, 2009: has clocked roughly 350 kilometres so far
About a week ago, I went on a night ride with Jason. That was 12:30am roughly. We met up at 7-11 near [...]

EA Games DRM 0

As I started working years ago and earning my buck, I started looking into buying PC games online and at stores like Future Shop and Best Buy. I’m not a hardcore gamer, but I do love games from time to time.
EA Games introduced DRM into some of their games and will continue [...]

The Laid Back Crew VS The Uptight Duo 0

It has been two nights since further drama ensued between the Jenbert combination and Patrick and Leeman. I contemplated on whether I want to post my thoughts up or not and for the better of me, I didn’t want to because I feel that I am defending myself against an unnecessary foe. I [...]

Reality 0

Erica has aided in heightening my perception of reality. I was aware of the idea years before, but it didn’t quite occur to me until very recently that there is no universally shared reality. Reality is relative to the person perceiving it. Reality incorporates three things: perception, process and conclusion. Within [...]

Potato Chip Destiny 0

I was in front of my computer as usual, eating Herb & Garlic chips when one chip bounced out of my fingers and disappeared under the desk. I even made a sound with my mouth that resembled a manly man being poked up the ass by something to help his constipation.
After some [...]

Spirit of Cypress (49km) 0

To finish off what we tried to do on Friday, which was supposed to be a 6pm Ditchmond 40k ride that was cut in half due to my slowness, we went on a 49.7km ride from Richmond to UBC and back. We also did a little Pacific Spirit.
Our ride started at Jason’s [...]

Version 3 0

Welcome to Leemanism v3.0. All the entries in the old blog has been wiped. Though they were mostly backed up for my own records. Pat suggested a photo blog. I settled on a photo-esque sort of blog. Each entry will start off with an image of sorts, followed by my [...]

Tour De Patrick III (53km) 0

Pat, Jason and yours truly @ the Vancouver Convention Centre and yes, that is a deliberate blurry picture. We rode from Pat’s place, across the Arthur Liang, up through Cypress and at the Lost Lagoon. Then we explored the new Convention Centre for a bit, then headed to Japadog’s. Afterwards, we rode [...]

Continued Story 0

Pat tells us that he wishes to travel, experience the world and witness with his eyes the things that happen every where. He will take his legs, his feet, his hands with him to fulfill that sort of desire one day for many days and nights. With him, he will bring his camera, [...]

Zero Requiem, Code Geass R2, thank you 0

This was originally intended to be a reply at a blog about Code Geass R2’s ending. I decided to put it here, since I’m in control of excess here and spam will never be able to get pass the security I have up.

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Tune: “Continued Story” by Hitomi Kuroishi
Just [...]

Stray Cat 0

I have to admit, I am a little superstitious. My mom asks me from time to time, “Do you have hope for [insert things here]?” and I find that I cannot bring myself to serve and counter her worries. I can’t bring myself to say that I have hope for [insert things here] [...]

What about my star? 0

Sorry, I would have entered something earlier but I needed to clear my mind of excess.
I found the summer to be slightly warmer, but things have become colder for me on the inside. Of course, since Alex came back for the two or so weeks, I had a lot of fun connecting with old [...]

Tragically, I Awoke 0

The feeling is mutual. Wherever you go, where your eyes set its gaze, no doubt, you will feel that certain irregular pulse somewhere in your body. Do you mistake that as some minor physical ailment? Do you panic and go into a frenzy for a medical emergency? Rather, would you just [...]

Masquerade 5

11:56pm
Now with my ego aside and a lot less blunt, there are a lot of things that I can look forward to. I just wish that I wasn’t a part of it.
This is my ideal ‘fantasy’…

Stories 1

2:32am
A couple of nights ago, Albert, Jenny and I went to Denny’s after Albert gave us a nice tour around his new office in downtown. Albert noticed that something had recently changed with me. It’s nice to know that he recognized it. Except that I didn’t want anyone to actually confront me [...]

Personal Truth 0

2:38am
Tune: “Lost Friend” by Dolce Triade
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Maybe I am oblivious to the common emotion that a lot of people feel if a said truth were to appear before them. Most people that say things about themselves is because they are uncomfortable with themselves, and they express it because they [...]

The Visionary That Saved The World 0

5:27am
Tune: “Slept So Long” by Jay Gordon
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I’m quite exhausted right now and should have been in bed around 2am but I needed to finish this thing and I’m still doing it.
A few mornings ago, I woke up from another nightmarish dream. Another vivid dream where I could feel [...]

Gaming Courtesy 0

8:37pm
Being a frequent visitor to a certain gaming forum, I happened on this topic just now:
Okay, I can just predict how this is going to go…BUT…
While I have met some really fun and great people playing WoW for the past few months, there is an absolute epidemic of discourteous behavior on there. For instance, the [...]

Carry Me Away Comments Off

3:41am
An influx of entries this morning. Lots on my mind. The first is about unity before we can venture into space. The second one is about being judgmental and opinionated followed by religious absurdity, and now my last set of thoughts before bed about those whom are strong in their beliefs and [...]

It's Translated Incorrectly Comments Off

2:50am
Tune: “What Bout My Star?” by Yoko Kanno, Sung by May’n (Sheryl Nome)
I’ve been taking sleeping pills recently finally. After years and years and years of insomnia and ‘messed’ up sleep patterns, the doctor prescribed Ran Zopiclone for me to be taken in half-pill dosages. So far, it works oddly. I don’t [...]

The Stars Sparkle Infinitely Comments Off

9:30pm
Tune: “Diamond Crevice” by Yoko Kanno, Sung by May’n (Sheryl Nome)
Of course, there is a lot I wish to see with these eyes of mine. There are a lot of things I won’t do to meet those desires but there are a lot of things I would do to meet those desires at the [...]

Sheryl 0

5:44am
Just now I heard “Amazing isn’t it? Why is she so driven? No, why do people sing or want to fly? Even to the extent of going into space.”
Then the girl replied “Isn’t it obvious? Like we could do anything else.”
The second girl said “That’s right!”
The boy comments, “I fly because [...]

Ignited 2

4:37am
Tune: “Ignited (Piano Version)” by Toshihiko Sahashi
Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve
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However, to finish my bottle of Warre’s Warrior Port, I’ll have to keep entering some extra lingering thoughts before I really retire to bed.
Kanpai! Cheers!
One of my dreams is to travel to Japan and release both sides of [...]

Old Images 0

4:25am
Tune: “Aimo” by Yoko Kanno, sung by Nakajima Megumi
Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve
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If I were to ever end this blog site, I would say something along these lines:
The last X years had been eventful. There isn’t much to say further and you can continue to read my old [...]

Unconditional Love 0

2:45am
Last September, Michelle entered into her blog “Unconditional Love” about accepting those that are less fortunate into our families to care for them. Though I agree with her message at the end of her post, I also had my perspective on the matter. You can read about her entry HERE.
My response was:
You know, [...]

Booby For Leeman 0

4:22am
Spongey dropped over around 10pm last night for a little chit chat and got me a booby from Taiwan. A BOOBY! Seriously!

Excluding Haruhi Suzumiya and Yuki Nagato, she also got me a postcard that I can cut out to build a paper gate shaped like Jingfu Gate in Taipei and a lighthouse key [...]

The Mastermind 0

8:53pm
Lily recently sent a request for me to do another Scientific Personality Test which scored the following result:
Your Score: INTJ -The Mastermind
You scored 9% I to E, 42% N to S, 64% F to T, and 31% J to P!
You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more [...]

The Hidden Alcoholic 0

3:04am
I was just laughing at a realization I came upon a few moments ago that if I didn’t have my friends and I didn’t have these responsibilities, I would be a very sick alcoholic right now. If I had the money and I did not have these responsibilities and the friends that actually tactfully [...]

Imperial Princess 4

2:50am
A couple of days ago after I entered the previous entry, I thought and felt as if I was writing a letter to myself. Rather, maybe I was writing these thoughts down in case one day I lost my memory or maybe all these thoughts would act as a manual of sorts?
No I can’t [...]

Boyhood Comments Off

11:55pm
I was just relaxing and holed out up in here for the entire day thinking about various things. Of course, I also engaged in some MSNing and phone conversations for work and watched roughly 5 hours worth of anime.
I’ve come to realize that there isn’t anything that can shock me. Rather, there isn’t [...]

Stand Alone Complex II 2

9:24pm
Tune: “Je Te Rends Ton Amour” by Mylene Farmer
Drink: Yellowtail Shiraz & Orange/Malibu mix
Yes, I am trying to induce it but I’m having rotten luck.
About an hour and a half ago, I messaged Jon on MSN and we talked about snow, Myrtle Beach, New York City, the Autoshow, some games, his new laptop, and his [...]

Leeman can be an ass sometimes, but… 0

10:49am
…it’s not unwarranted.
Yes, yes, I know. Sometimes I do make caustic remarks that may upset those with very sensitive hearts but sometimes, I seriously just don’t want to hold back.
Earlier, someone asked for Mount speeds at a forum I frequent. Mount speeds for a multiplayer game I play. If I was truly [...]

America's Glory 0

5:13am
Recently, a thread was posted up on Yahoo! Answers with the following message:
Does any one else have problems with America?
And i live in the UK, not the US. Thank god. And yes. many other countries have their problems but they arent THE most important country in the world. thats what makes me angry.all [...]

Ulterior Motives 0

6:16pm
Sincerity is nice and honored. However, when I posted an ad on Craigslist for a female companion in the form of pure platonic friendship, I did not expect anything further to form from friendship. Rather, I did not use the friendship ad to alternatively seek out a girlfriend or possible sexual relationship of [...]

First Come, First Serve 2

So there are 2 asian guys in a restroom and they are both masturbating. The waiter comes and says “WTH?!? Why r u mbing?!?”
One replies “I’m velly hungully.”
The waiter says “So?! But why?!?!”
The asian points to a sign, “First come first serve.”
Credited to Man Cheang for telling me this joke while waiting for an instance [...]

10 Questions For Smart Educated Christians 0

I have never spoken with a Christian that either don’t go around in circles with their faith or simply don’t have a clue on the thing they believe in, no matter how intelligent they are. Some of the Christians I’ve spoken to believe that prayer is not supposed to grant wishes, but rather, to [...]

Taking Things For Granted 0

4:12am
My sleep schedule, as always, is screwed up. I went to bed around 7:30pm and got up finally at 3am. In between, I woke up once. So there were two dreams I had that I remembered both of which were very unsettling.
The first dream had to do with losing my brother. [...]

Macross Frontier – At A Glance 0

6:30am
Look what I stumbled upon? Delicious isn’t it?

Having Fun With Nuns 1

5:33am

^^ It was a nice cake.
This entry is roughly half a month overdue, but better late than never I guess.
Prior to a yummy birthday dinner my mom made Sunday Jan 13th, Benny took me out on the 11th to The Foggy Dew on #5 for a pitcher of Sleeman’s Honey Lager and some snacks. [...]

Hong Kong 2007 – Part 3 of 3 0

1:56pm
Sorry. My long awaited entry for the last Hong Kong 2007 photo entry set took awhile. However, here it is in all it’s glorious might! ^o^
Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 [...]

Getting Ahead 2

6:31am
Sounds pretty obvious eh?
I’m not much for sitting on a couch and watching sports that go around in circles like sports car racing, or ball games where the ball is being passed around. I find watching them quite a dull. I mean, after you’ve watched the 10th basketball game, how are the next [...]

Vision Without Action is a Daydream 4

2:38am
There’s a lot of things I would like to try and have tried some of those things. I continue to try to see if I can do some of those things, but something inside here [points to my chest] stops me at the last moment and sometimes, circumstance stops my choices from materializing. [...]

Something Wicked This Way Comes 0

2:39pm
The dream started with an ‘alternate’ scene from one of the Ghost Busters movies with all four of the original cast standing in the middle of what looked like a deserted construction yard. They were all together holding a ghost containment unit that looked heavy and unstable. I wasn’t quite there in person, [...]

Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3 1

10:38am
Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 3 of 3 – CLICK HERE

^^ On the morning of Xmas Eve, I received a knock from Room Service [...]

Twilight Memories 0

8:35am
Tune: “Nocturne” by Secret Garden
Drink: Ginseng Tea
I once saw a photo of a nude woman suspended in an ocean. I wanted to purchase that framed photo, but at the time, $180 US was a bit steep for me. As well, there isn’t a place in the house I can quite hang it up [...]

Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 0

1:36am HKT
Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Hong Kong 2007 – Part 3 of 3 – CLICK HERE
Tune: “Eyes Are At The Billions” by Cortney Tidwell
Drink/Food: Hot Water/Dark Chocolate Xmas [...]

Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps 3

10:30pm
Tune: “Traveler” by Rhian Sheehan
Drink: Blue Ice Beer
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Has the view ever been better? Never. That’s because I’ve never had a view with a better view, nor a view that is equally as good. Which in clarity means the view is mediocre.

^^ View from my suite – [...]

A Voice Like Yours 5

11:49pm
Tune: “Sarabande Suite (Aeternae)” by Globus
Drink: Paarl Ruby Port
I had a vision, where I was completely clad in plate armour and I had a claymore drawn towards the sky. Then in one swift move, I stabbed myself through the chest, as the army moved beyond me for their own war. Then I drifted [...]

Bloody Delicious 6

10:44pm
Just spent the last 2 hours trying to get 3 images to print. Let’s just say, it wasn’t successfully clear. So after installing HP’s printer drivers on my lapdog, and ‘porting’ the HTML from Oasis’ web site into Dreamweaver to correctly create an HTML page, I managed to print out the new seat [...]

Representing 3

8:25am
I had a dream this morning where I was going to school somewhere. The teacher was supposed to be Mr. Whittingham, except that a substitute was teaching in his place, and even though the course was Social Studies, it seemed that I was a ’special’ student there that had the authority to set my [...]

Vanilla Sky 2

1:24pm
Vanilla Sky was a really good movie with a really sad undertone. I’ve had thoughts about that, even before I watched that movie. [thinks a bit] Imagine that eh?
Originally, this entry was made a couple of days ago, but with sleepiness creeping up on me, I saved it and came back on [...]

Neglected Or Reflected? 5

2:28pm
Ack! I have to leave for my meeting in 11 minutes! So quickly…
I had a ‘weird’ dream just before I woke up. I hate it when the feeling of the ‘good’ part always get disrupted with alarms. So inconvenient!
It was at some university or college. I was wandering around and [...]

Bill Clinton, My Favorite Leader 1

When he was elected and become America’s president, I didn’t think much of it. Then he did stuff that helped the U.S. economy, to improve foreign relationships, and achieved a surplus instead of the usual debt previous presidents had. When people tried to impeach him, and tried to make him look bad just [...]

All That Glitters, Is Not Gold 3

6:03am
Tune: “Preliator” by Globus
Typing/writing while having some song blast in the background isn’t quite the same as when reading the same entry, because one tend to concentrate less on the words of the entry and divert a part of that attention to the song itself.
Not always, but this song has lyrics.
Good song though.
So this got [...]

A Bundle Of Noodles 2

4:24am
Last night, I had the best sex in long while. It started in the car, while it was raining outside. The windows were steaming up, as I ran my hand up her thighs and into her panties. She had this ‘glitter’ in her eyes, like willing watery eyes. Both her hands [...]

Top Gear Showdown! 2

6:31am
No, not even, but it would have been cool to be able to play Grand Turismo 5 somehow.

^^ Can you believe he actually lost weight? Yeah, he did. He looked lanky. Like moi! ^_^
So Mister Buttfullofgas dropped by around 8:30pm last night. He caught me in the middle of an [...]

Green Eggs & Doll Noodles 2

…with mostly cooked brocoli.
It’s good.
6:22am
I HANDED MY TIER 2 WORK IN JUST NOW! Woohoo!
My gosh, between 5pm yesterday to roughly 6:15am today, I’ve had about an hour break. That’s including dinner, snacks, dicking around, and multitasking an entry that I de-published a few minutes ago.
I know it’s nothing compared to the amount of [...]

A View I Haven't Seen 2

6:24am
“Damn it Jim! I’m a miracle worker! Not a doctor!” Were the words of Jon during one of our nightly role playing games back in the days. [laughs]
Tune: “Pulse” by Yoko Kanno
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
I’ll have to go and get some more this Friday. I’ll probably get two or [...]

Good Night 0

3:46am
The Fonseca really hits the spot. Especially when it was chilled beforehand. ^_^
For the last three days, I thought about my relationship with my soon-to-be 10 year old cousin Brandon. During the summer, I watched this anime called “Aishiteruze Baby”. It’s about a 5 year old girl who’s dad [...]

The Context Of Love And Cheating 2

11:44am
Tune: “Kokoro no Kakera” by Hirasawa Hiroko (Tanaka Ryouko)
Mood: Friggin aching every where
Drink: Warm honey water
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NO MORE WINE tonight.
A couple of days ago, someone emailed me with her relationship-related problems. Don’t worry, I won’t reveal her name here.
She was married but in an outside intimate relationship with someone [...]

A Strange Dream, Yet Again… 1

10:57am
Yeah, noticed that time? I barely got any sleep. My eyes are achingly dry. Went downstairs about 30 minutes ago for a full cup of milk. The Port earlier dried me out.
I had a dream where I think it started on some river – the Fraser River on a calm day? [...]

With Wine In My Heart, I Dedicate This Post To My Parents 1

2:42am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
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There has always been one picture from our family photo albums that I can not get out of my mind, and I just realized I need more wine…
Life’s blood.
Thinking on that one picture, it’s at Stanley Park when I was [...]

The More It Happens… 4

1:37am
To break out of my religious rants lately and back into Leemanism, I was just thinking throughout the day that there are things that has been stopping the ‘progression’ of certain situations from happening in the last year since I came back from Hong Kong, but before I continue, a tune for you…
Tune: “Kishida Shun” [...]

The Man In The Desert 2

3:41am
Tune: “The Man In The Desert” by Yoko Kanno
Mood: Feels like I am waiting for something or someone
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
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Ever had a dream that naturally flows into the transition of waking up, in which the end result is you lying in bed, facing up, looking at the [...]

Shallow Life 0

4:27am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
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On Friday, I bought two bottles of Port. The first one is Taylor Fladgate Special Reserve and the other, Fonseca Bin 27 Port. As I age, I’ve noticed that my preference in Port has also ‘aged’.
I heard this [...]

Glossy Memories 6

5:15am
Tune: “Power of Sound” by Ace
I have to wake up at 11am today for work, so I have to keep this short. I’ve been listening to this track on and off for a couple of days now, but I heard it before a few months ago when I was really into Initial D. [...]

Stand Alone Complex 3

4:03am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Mood: Sexy, haha, no
Drink: Tropicana Orange Juice w/Pulp (Mmm yummy)
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Last night, someone called me while I was in an online conference call, and hastily told her I will treat her to AYCE sushi at Tokyo Ichiban. This night, after sushi, we went to [...]

My Thanks To Women – The Emotional Core 4

11:16pm
Women, without you, we will lose out on so much. We work hard for ourselves and our families. In all our varying degrees, we strive for different things – things that can harden us, and stress us out over time. Sometimes, this stress and the frustrations can turn us astray, and sometimes, [...]

Half Satisfied, Or Lonely Forever (revised) 6

1:24am
To celebrate Michelle’s new entry, titled “Unconditional Love“, and also after I read my own entry and felt that it wasn’t really saying what I wanted to say. At least, the entry was all over the place and not quite to the point.
Over the last year and a bit, I’ve had the chance to [...]

Full Of Uncertainty 2

11:47pm
Tune: “Hishoku no Sora” by Kawada Mami
Drink: Taylor Fladgate Fine White Port
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When shit happens, do you let it bring you down? Of course, it’s natural to succumb to it negatively, but when it’s out of your control, you can either let it to continue to smother you or [...]

Holy Crunchy Nuts Batman! 6

4:23pm
Since this weekend is the ONLY two day weekend break I am having since many eons ago, I decided to look through MyOpera and found this on Aneeqa’s page called “A Play On Words”. I would also like to take this chance to plug Michelle’s MyOpera site:
http://my.opera.com/cricketsounds/blog/
1Q. Would you make a fool out of [...]

The Eyes Of The Law 0

2:30pm
As my MASSIVE 1.35 gig Photoshop file is being rendered, I glanced through the Google News headlines and came across the following:
“It’s a fundamental American principle: All people are equal in the eyes of the law.”
Followed by cynical laughter on my part – quiet cynical laughter mind you. Baby, the law doesn’t have eyes, [...]

Punctuation & Grammar, EBay, BitDefender, And Sex 0

11:46am
One constant thing that has always urked me throughout the years is the incorrect usage of grammar and punctuation, especially particular spelling such as “you are”, “you’re”, and “your” – the first two being the same things.
Another thing is the separation of paragrah. I’ve noticed that a lot of people – and let me [...]

Carefree, Flawed, & Beautiful 0

11:41pm
Tonight’s meeting with Razor was pretty long, but tis all good. Got a bunch of little stuff done. Damn lapdog needs more ram! There goes another $120. If you can stay away from Vista, please do. Unless you’re a Mac-type user who likes the shinies and cute-things, then go right [...]

Molesting My Innocence 2

2:36am
Tune: “Day Light in New Orleans” by Jesper Kyd
Mood: Itchy Eyeball?
Drink: Ice water
Jon, Martine and I went to Tokyo Ichiban by 9pm, and finally came Albert, Jenny, and Jenny. We all sat down and noticed how smooth Jenny #2’s hand was – almost as smooth as Albert’s hands. Albert has extraordinarily smooth hands.

^^ [...]

Fumbling With His 3 Pound Balls (Updated 8/20/07) 3

12:23am
Sometimes, I feel like an old man and my grandsons come home from overseas and visit me. Sometimes, they bring me a bottle of Port. Other times, they bring me amusing stories. Then there are times like tonight where they bring me bokkens. There’s nothing like bringing an old man a [...]

A Surreal Sky 3

2:08am
Tune: “Traces” by Enigma
Mood: Gum-Ache killing me furiously
Drink: Ice water
My cousin left Friday evening, then Albert and Jenny came over around 7:30pm. We went to the gym and for the rest of the night, I spent time on work and anime. Saturday came and went. I had a three hour MSN conversation [...]

The Horndog And His Sidekick, The Chin Hair Cutter 0

12:53am
Tune: “Callista” by Saki Kaskas
Mood: A bit sleepy, and slightly excited
Drink: 4% Milk
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^^ Brandon, The Horndog and his sidekick, The Chin Hair Cutter taking a picture together during a break somewhere…

Brandon The Horndog 0

11:51am
I considered putting this in the last entry, but keeping them separate would be less ‘confusing’.
Brandon, my 9 year old cousin has become one of the youngest… No, correction. He has become THE youngest pervert I have ever known personally in the last 28 years. I mean, I was perverted starting at [...]

The Young Uns 0

11:29am
This has been on my mind for awhile now, but the concept has been in my mind since the late 90’s. I was thinking that I have spent a few thousand dollars on my cousins over the last two years on gifts and such, but they were and are still quite young and most [...]

A City With Bright Lights 0

3:02am
My 9 year cousin Brandon came over Friday morning while I was at work. So far so good. I haven’t had the chance to get much done unfortunately.
I just wish to share with you a haiku I made the other night…
Silence are his lips.
A maze in his mind, he sleeps.
Waiting to awake.
The ‘innocence’ [...]

It's Been A Long Time 2

11:30pm
It’s been a long time eh?
So why? Why Leeman? Why nothing in the last 12 days? The answer is simple. It isn’t because I was busy, though in reality, I should be very busy. It isn’t because I’m seeing/dating anyone, but even if I were, none of you would know, [...]

On The Rocks 2

1:37pm
Seriously, having an entire work week of aches and pains, inconsistent sleeping patterns, fucked up dreams, and a realization that everything is boring, I thought I would get some good rest come this weekend, but NOOOOOoooooo…… I went to bed at 3am last night, and even then my brother was watching some movie in [...]

Wheeeere's Johnny!? 2

6:29pm
A dozen cans of Kokanee, 11 of which were drunk by me, about 1 a night, then bamboo juice that my mom and I found out turned bad, and finally today during work I said to my co-worker as I packed up a tripod and a digital camera, “I’m going out to take some pictures.” [...]

What Sex Partner Do You Want? 6

Another silly quiz from a random spot in the net. I would LOVE to know what Spongey and Ariel’s results are… [wink]

Link: http://quizfarm.com/quiz_repository/Sex/44578/
8:01pm

A Mid Evening Ride 2

9:27pm
Finding no one on my phonebook that lives close enough for a bike ride, I went out on my own around 8:30pm. Before I even decided to do my usual 7.2 kilometre ride – well, it used to be usual route; I thought of just doing the current usual 3 kilometre ride instead, but [...]

Reminiscing On Beer 0

11:05pm
Another night, another beer… I seriously need my own mini-fridge and stash, but then comes the nagging from my parents. The good things living with parents is that there is guaranteed breakfast, lunch, and dinner, including a snack later in the evening. Living costs also goes down to the basics. I [...]

The Five Odes 4

9:13pm
Wait! [runs off to the shower with a peeled orange]
(32 minutes later…)
Pat should be glad there weren’t any pictures of me half naked in a drunken stupor, eating a banana. [wink]
I dedicate this entry to five things:
1) my Sonic 02 hardtail
2) the uneaten, unpeeled banana lying beside my keyboard
3) Michelle for a shipwide [...]

Air Canada Comments Off

6:29am
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["Island In My Dreams" refluxed by Leeman Cheng in December 7th, 2000]
So I just woke up from about 5 hours of sleep from a nightmarish dream… Another one.
I travelled to the United States, or what looked like the U.S. with my mom. We went somewhere. It [...]

8.5 Hours Of Manliness 2

11:14pm
So earlier today, I went online to talk to Jonathan about something…

That as you can see was 2:38pm Pacific Standard Time.

And then finally logged out at 11:06pm! ALMOST 8.5 HOURS OF MANLY MSN CONVERSATION!!!
The bulk of the conversation was about ‘random’ things. We talked about some hongers that got married from our high [...]

How many times should I be having sex with my wife? 1

11:48am
With the above question at DearCupid.org, I was flabbergasted at how a man whom is age 30 to 35 would ask such an uncanny question as that. I guess he hasn’t had much experience or mental maturity for this sort of thing?
My response was quite to the point.
This shouldn’t be a matter of “how [...]

Face Analyst Of A Girl I Like 3

10:09am
["Beneath the Mask" by Makai]
Hey it’s sunny outside. Nice.
So another pointless entry from your’s truly? Nah, never!
I came across an issue of Blender for June 2007 and on its cover, a censored topless pic of Avril adorn it. Ever since she released her first song on the telly, I’ve fallen head over [...]

Blanked Out? 1

1:49pm
Anyone ever sat in front of their desk or computer while thinking you are doing something, like reading an article or doing work, when you look at the time, and realized that you hadn’t done anything for the last 23 minutes at all, but just sit there? Well, that happened to me just now [...]

Spongey's First Pacific Spirit Ride 2

9:53pm

Enough said.
BTW, any tall Asian-descendent guys who is single, not pale looking and have a proportionate meat and muscle to height balance, her butt is quite big and round and stiff enough to make a loud smack-sound if you slap it. However, I don’t officially know that, and don’t ask me anything else, cuz [...]

Need Before Greed 0

7:20pm
["Vata (feat. Shweta Shetty)" by Jam & Spoon]
A few months ago, Albert gave me a copy of Enron, The Smartest Guys In The Room, and I finally watched it this morning. It took me this long to watch it because I wasn’t initially interested, though there was always a lingering feeling that I DID [...]

Photoshop Editing 0

Yes, I can do that, BUT are you sure you want me to? It’s not going to hide the fact that you’re still whatever you are! And no, that wasn’t me doing all that either. I remember charging some girl $400 for a 2.5 hour ‘make-over’ for her obesity to skinny curvaceous [...]

A Short Ride With Laura 2

10:31am

^^ We can almost be twins… Not that I’m saying she looks like a he and I look like a she, but moreso that… Hmmm, I just noticed… Spongey – stop slouching!
The last couple of weeks was straight work, and the last week had been nearly no gaming too! [sobs] [...]

April's Fools? 5

9:26pm
This is a long overdue entry/gallery of my mom’s birthday and Christina’s birthday thingies last month in April. April is an uncanny birthday month for my friends and family. Carlo’s birthday is on the 2nd. Virginia, Helen, and my mom shares April 7th. Then Fiona’s birthday is on the 13th. [...]

Pulsating Beans 2

1:59pm
This last half of the week can’t be any more screwy! Not only am I not going through my Razor work as quickly as I initially thought, but I can’t get this damn flow going with my client’s new shopping cart project. I hate doing half ass jobs, and my runabout last night [...]

Sighing Profusely 0

10:29am
The first time I had ever heard “sighing profusely” was said by Jon a few years ago. I don’t know if it was “sighing profusely” exactly, but he did say “profusely”.
So I just came back from the dentist to fill in a cavity I had since late last year and got myself some sliced [...]

Lost That Love And Feeling 0

9:09am
It’s a good song by the Righteous Brothers.
Well, mistakes happen and I can’t go back in time to change them, and even if I can repair the damage in the coming future, I can only do so much. Scars and such will always be there.
The last couple of days, I’ve been jumping from one [...]

3:07am 5

Indeed it is. 8]
What’s up with the lack of updates? It has been hasn’t it? Since I use to enter one to three every day or so. Well, times have changed, or rather, the mood have changed.
The last few weeks have been quite mellow. Nothing much has happened. I’m [...]

Brandon's Sleep-Over 4

3:07pm

^^ Since my bro’s not home nowadays, Brandon took over his colourful bedroom.
Red Dates, Ginseng Honey Drink – yum! It’s all gooey and stuff, and supposedly good for those with dry throats and stuff. 83
So my 9 year old cousin, Brandon, came over Monday evening and left around 2:30pm today. We played [...]

By Your Side 3

9:23pm
["Cyberbird" by Gabriela Robin]
The first time this song played was when I watched an episode of Ghost in the Shell SAC – I don’t remember if it was the first or second series though. The next time after that was when I got the song and in all the glory of being home alone, [...]

Beyond The Borders 0

11:52am

["Beyond The Borders" by Elysis]
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^^ This tune was made by one of my favorite musicians of the 90’s. It was an on-going inspiration for me to continue with what can be precious to me and my parents. Elysis, amongst others, were the encouraging force that motivated me [...]

Envy Of My Bro Edmond 3

4:23am
‘Oddly’, I had another dream this morning where my brother and I were alien agents disguised as humans being lead around a hospital by a round Asian-type man with glasses and a sweater – he looked nerdy. We made sure it looked like a tour, that we were some VIP or something like that. [...]

Comfortably Numb 7

3:34am
I would like to thank Michelle for linking the music video to Pink Floyd’s “Comfortably Numb” on You Tube. I also watched a fan-make of this song:

Anyway, the real purpose of this entry was a dream I had this morning/evening. I went to bed around 3pm yesterday and woke up at 2:51am this [...]

Grand Admiral Thrawn VS Autechre 11

12:07pm
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Bonus points to those who in the next 5 seconds can remember or guess who Grand Admiral Thrawn is without doing a search on the web. 8]
This is the type of music that motivates me to take a pop of E, sit back, and relax. Let’s just [...]

Here To Stay 6

6:25am
I would like to celebrate the light snow of this morn with a cup of hot ginseng. A toast to the whiteness outside! 8]
So I just watched episode 2, Season 9 of TG and then received Michelle’s comment and then my reply, and then watched Bleach episode 117 just now. Pretty good [...]

Still Awake 3

6:21am
["Lament of the Highborne" by Russell Brower & Derek Duke]
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I tried to go to sleep around 2am, but after about 30 minutes, I got back up again to do something. Went back to bed around 3:30am, but ended up lying in bed restless until around 5:30am.
The last few [...]

Agusta Spotted! 2

5:26pm
Another useless entry, but I have to say, when I watched Season 6, Episode 7, in that split second Sabine and Richard pulled away from the check point, there it was – a gorgeous Agusta MV F4 in its traditional red and silver racing colours! ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!
It’s like witnessing a Sasquatch, but many million [...]

Mini Mews 3

To counter the very recent unfortunate disturbances that has unfolded, I would like to present Fuzzy Baby Mew Mews:

7:57pm

All Love Can Be 3

5:31pm
["The Most Beautiful Duets" by Sarah Brightman & the London Symphony Orchestra feat Jose Cura]
Ever since Laura asked me about cloning, I thought it would be so great if I can clone myself, but that is only if my mind is intact. I have this vision that cannot be achieved in my lifetime. [...]

Chia Kitten Meow Meow (Update 3) 4

02/01/2007 @ 6:08pm

My last small web project was finally completed Friday night. However, I still haven’t sent the invoice out yet to collect payment. Damn web editing manual is a bitch to write-up. Should be done by tomorrow though.
With that said, I started on the Chia Kitten a few days ago. [...]

Ms. Anti-Martini Anons VS Mr. Martini Leeman 5

4:42pm
First, I would like to say that DearCupid.org is an excellent place to seek out open help from willing volunteer moderators, various contributors, and Andrew the operator and admin guy. Second, I would like to give a sincere apology to those that have put up with my shit from time to time. Lastly, [...]

The Disappearing Act 0

1:11am
Lately, I’ve been thinking about stuffs again. One of the things I was thinking about was about inducing certain ‘negative’ emotions in trying to achieve other emotions or to initial certain things to happen. [laughs]
I was thinking about what Albert said about disappearing without letting anyone know, etc, but if I had that [...]

The Level 1 Nerd 1

12:04am
I’ll be posting up my battles in Neverwinter Nights 2 soon, as well as some new screenshots from WoW BC, and NFSU2. Ain’t that just so damn hot? [vomits]
[lost train of thought]
Hmmm…
Oh yes, now I remember. Another completely pointless entry from your’s truly. Since Jon and Patrick were the only two [...]

My Man In The Army 2

6:24pm
Before I embark on a journey back into manual writing for my recent client, I’m going to post up an email someone sent me about her man joining the army and stuff.
hi i have a bit of a problem and i would love to hear any advice.
my bf of 2 years recently joined the army [...]

Sex, Just Add Water 4

4:02pm
["Traces" by Enigma]
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Just came home from my client’s place. What a fun 4 hours! Weee! [sobs]
There was actually another entry before this that I submitted. It was a long one, but after about an hour, I decided to take it offline. There were way [...]

The Chick Magnet (Or Lack Thereof) 6

8:29am
As I said in Pat’s blog entry: “Pick up chicks eh? HAHAHAHA… You know, for the life of me, I have never used that word in any of my speeches or comments. It’s quite uncanny.”
Right, please help support the Cause Of Patrick here: http://www.patrick-leung.com. Here’s an awesome picture that Pat took of me [...]

WoW Theory VIII Starring Spongey & Fongpei 6

6:10am

^^ Spongey, the Blood Elf priest. Before I logged off, she made it all the way to level 8. Give her a hand for making so far! [wink]
This morning, I was woken up by someone ringing my cell. It was a previous client asking me for something. After I hung [...]

Superficial Love 4

6:36am
I should try to fall back asleep at 9am, to get another 2 hours in before my work at a client’s at 11am. Got my barely 3 hours earlier though. If you get the chance, take a look at the McLaren F1 picture in my McLaren F1 VS Koenigsegg CCX entry and then [...]

Koenigsegg CCX VS McLaren F1 12

8:18pm

^^ McLaren F1
So I’ve replaced my all-time dream car, a McLaren F1 with the Koenigsegg CCX. The McLaren F1 has been on my top spot since I got my hands on Need For Speed 2 in the mid 1990’s, did some research, and saw one in Hong Kong inside an exhibition in person, I [...]

All The Little Things 8

7:27pm
Lots of work tonight. [sighs] So I read a thread posted by an 18-21 Ms. Anon just now with the following:
Hi. I have been together with my boyfriend for almost two years. When we first started going out, he was really sweet and attentive. And now some things have really started to change. [...]

Emma's Answer 4

5:52am
So I’m toiling away on my current project and finally decided to take a brief break before continuing. I thought about what Emma asked during the summer and think I can give a clear answer now.
The question was in her words, “Why wouldn’t you treat your girlfriend like a princess if you were to [...]

Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve II 6

7:26am
["Memory" by Yoko Kanno]
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I’m close to finishing up my bottle of Port from the summer of 2006. This time however, I did the unthinkable. I added two blocks of ice to about a shot and a half of Warre’s Special Reserve. [takes a sip] No, [...]

Bold Buns And Then Some 11

7:30pm
["Evolution" by Sasha and John Digweed]
Finally home from my two hour meeting with the team. More stuff to do! Yay!
So my friends organized a surprised hot pot night for me last night. Hot pot was yummy. Laura was my mom for most of the night and I vaguely remember shoving a [...]

Come Back To Me 7

1:52am
["Come Back To Me" by Vanessa Hudgen]
You have no idea how much effort it took me to type tjis. My gosh. Yeah, the last time I was nearly drink was May 2005. The funny thing is that I am aware enough, but I acan;t type properly. Wow. Will I delet [...]

Stuff Of Things 2

3:27pm
As you can see, I’ve added a sticky feature into this site, to keep people informed of stuff and things. I have always looked for this and finally found one. Good stuff!
So as I was trying to find a host that has at least 16 meg cache memory, allows adult content and profanity, [...]

WoW Theory VII & Spongey's New Start 5

7:19pm
I would just like to enter my first guild raid experience with Final Call. Yesterday evening, after helping Terry’s character for a bit, I ended up helping my guild out for what was supposed to be an hour and 40 minutes at Upper Black Rock Spire (UBRS), but it stretched well into the 2.5 [...]

Near Future 3

2:13am
Hey everyone…
I’ll be switching back to the regular entries after this one. The recent entries that belong in the Love Economics section have been a bit overwhelming even for me. It’s gross to have them come one after the other like that. Seriously.
Anyway, point of this entry. I’m moving hosts soon. [...]

Gosh Dagnabbit 8

12:06am
["Rhodetry Salvage" by Url]
Lack of audio players lately? Too lazy to upload the songs.
So what was that last entry I deleted about? Well, it was my disturbing thoughts in raw format. I decided to delete it as it was really really raw. So raw, that you could have tasted the blood [...]

The Muffin Game 32

5:12pm
["Octopus City" by Url]
This is a tune I’ve been listening to since last night by the digital music collective known as Kahvi. Albert, it’s release 201 by Url.
I haven’t listened to any underground stuff for a long time, but ever since Pat decided to create his own stuff with Fruity Loops and Reason, I [...]

Star Wars IV In Ascii 2

Wow, I just found this out! This IS THE COOLEST THING EVER!!!
Click on START on your taskbar, click RUN and type this in without the quotations “telnet towel.blinkenlights.nl“. It will show you the ENTIRE episode of Star Wars IV A New Hope in Ascii!!! I think Patrick will definitely appreciate this. [...]

Sploosh! 2

5:22pm
I want to add a tidbit excerpt from a post I made at DC about being Canadian in a thread about Racism:
Born Canadian, and still retaining my Canadian status for as long as this Earth exists, I have been called “Chink”, have been stated to “Not belong here” and to “go home to where I [...]

WoW Theory V Starring Spongey 6

12:41am
To celebrate that time of the month again, I present to you Spongey in World of Warcraft…

^^ Spongey the Warlock at level 1, fresh from the boonies, and ripe for the poking.

^^ Spongey in the buff.

Use Your Cloaking Device 8

10:04pm
Shit, I have so much stuff to do tonight and I slacked off the entire day today! My client is going to be MAD – MAD like those MILFs Against Drunk Drivers MADD!

Coal & Diamond 4

11:08am
Just got up from a 7 hour sleep. Not bad. I have to complete the working version of my client’s web site today though. [sigh]
Another dream…
I dreamt I was with 3 friends that I met through Patrick, one of them being Francis. We all agreed to drive vans separately to some [...]

Riches To Rags To Moderation 2

2:56pm
["Ligaya" by Gouryella]
Last night, I had a dream where I walked around my old neighborhood and around my old elementary school at Mitchell. It was slightly different than in real life. The air was cool and the environment was quiet. I remember I was walking around, looking at various buildings and reminiscing [...]

Puzzle At Pat's (Updated) 5

Since last week, Pat suggested we get together for a night of putting together a puzzle while possibly ‘watching’ some movie of sorts. Before heading to Laura’s last nght to drop off a parting gift for Julia and out for some BBT at Dragonball, Pat and I went to Toys R Us to get [...]

Good Things To All For The New Year 5

12:22pm
["Stall Out" by Mute Math]
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I’ll post a group picture when Albert sends the picture to me. Until then…

^^ Ed in ALL OF HIS POWERFUL MIGHTINESS!

^^ Jenny & Albert. I always seem to capture Albert in his Doughboy On Crack expression

Baby Beluga In The Deep Blue Sea 5

6:32am
After little debate, Patrick, Laura, Julia, and I went to the Vancouver Aquarium on Boxing Day as well as a small walk around Stanley Park to take pictures with the Totems and stuff. Most of Stanley Park was closed due to the wind storms a few weeks ago. Some of the trees [...]

Lack Of Updates 2

12:35pm
Hi everyone…
The lack of updates and new emails/replies is because I am having tension with my blog site and host. Damn cache memory is set at 8 megs and the company that hosts the site isn’t willing to change it to 16 megs. So either I have to figure out an alternative or [...]

All The Pretty Lights 2

5:10pm
Sleep soon, agree, I do.
So what happened? Let me think… Yes, so we all gathered at Laura’s place on the 23rd. We went to some neighborhood where they held an annual Xmas lights competition. It was freezing cold and eventually started to rain. Everyone was pretty bundled except Jon. [...]

Crabs & Cake 5

9:47am
Just finished a concept for a potential new client. Took something like 3 hours. [yawns] Time for some DDO before I head to bed. However, before I count the stars, and sleep with the sheep, here are a couple of low-res pics from yesterday at IHOP.

^^ L: Laura, R: Julia
9:49am

Itching For Tokyo Ichiban 5

12:43pm
Jon came back last Wednesday and since then have blasted his way onto and in Leeman’s general direction. The night before, during, and after was no exception. Don’t understand? No need. Just listen for it, maybe even feel for it, as well as sniff for it… 8|
So we had another [...]

A Bunch Of Stuffs 3

9:12am
So I tried sleeping at 5:30am, but after about an hour of restless sleep, I ‘woke-up’ and got up around 7:30am. Since then, I’ve done a few of those online quizzes… Click on the image to go to the link.
20. Your Halloween Costume Should Be? (12/13/2006)

Your Halloween Costume Should Be

A Martini

What Should You [...]

On Your Shore 3

4:43am
It’s cold again, with predictions of snow tonight and tomorrow night. [sigh]
["Voices" (Japanese Version) by Yoko Kanno]
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This song has a very deep sentimental value to me. The first time I heard it was back in the winter of 1995 when Jon, Tom, Roger, Jacek, and I went [...]

What Your Face Says 15

4:00pm
Gotta eat my lunch soon. 8]
Awhile ago, I took this test somewhere online and it came back with this – the little blurb below the result was my MSN conversation with Albert a few months ago…

The test is here: LINK
What does your face say?
PS: check out my other Silly Things here: LINK
4:02pm

Evil Meow 3

11:24pm
["Take A Little Hand" by Gabriela Robin]
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I waited until now to enter this rather disturbing dream I had this morning. Sometimes, I dream about really grotesque things, but as most of my dreams are metaphoric in nature, even dreams about being haunted by a ghost of sort is [...]

Sayonnara Little Organ 6

2:16am
Before I say my good nights for this morning, I would like to make an ode to the organ we got rid of two weeks ago. This electronic organ used to belong to my 7th uncle on my mom’s side. I remember it being in a corner of his bungalow in Surrey somewhere [...]

Warre's Warrior Special Reserve 10

10:25pm
["Somewhere In The Silence" by Ilaria Graziano]
Ever since I stumbled on Warre’s Warrior Port back in late 2000, I’ve taken an explicit liking to this elixir. Back in the day, it was one bottle of Port per week. Nowadays, it’s a bottle of Port per season – maybe.
I remember when I was in [...]

Being Beautiful 2

7:20pm
["Forest In The Morning" by Akira Kosemura]
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
^^ Turn up your speakers or put on your best headphones. I entered this entry in three different times. The first being the actual entry, then the second being the ‘revisions’ while I was listening to this song, and then the [...]

Larry's Retirement 12

1:40am
To celebrate my sudden retirement from DearCupid.org, I present you an excerpt from Larry Flynt:
“…ask yourself the question, what is more obscene: sex or war?” In the movie, Woody Harrelson, as Flynt, explains that murder is illegal, but if you take a picture of it you may get your name in Time Magazine or maybe [...]

Pat's B-Day & Our First Minion Movie 2

11:35pm
["Chinese Burn - Forbidden City Remix" by Paul Van Dyk]

I can’t believe it’s 11:35pm! Usually, by the time I get a bit of my creative juices flowing while listening to music like this, it’s way pass midnight. [smiles]
Do you know what I like about my room? It has a similar feel as [...]

To Belong 2

11:52am
I went on DC just now and happened upon a thread titled “I Feel I Don’t Belong Anywhere – Like I’m Different And I’ll Never Find Happiness!” – LINK. My response was spontaneous:
I’ll give you a personal perspective Ms. Depressive Anon. Ever since the start of high school – eg: grade 7 (1992), I [...]

The Meat Market – 2nd Revision 3

3:03am
["Torch Song" by Yoko Kanno]
Crappers, talk about weeks of procrastination! Well, I finally got into gear, reviewed the storyboards and decided to finish this 2nd demo for our project once and for all. How far did I go? Not far, but I am confident I can have all 15 pages done before [...]

Happy 27th B-Day Patrick! 1

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1:52am

Who's That? 4

5:32pm

^^ That’s Pat, or Patrick, or Captain Tabbyman, or sometimes, I refer him as T-Bone or Sirloin in my head.

Trust 3

11:27am
In response to a guy’s trust issues for his girlfriend (LINK), I posted this answer:
Trust is a reinforced feeling of what we give to our partners, to allow ourselves the ease of letting go doubts about what they can choose to do. Trust isn’t something that you can tame by actively doing something. Trust is [...]

The Desire To Leave This Home 2

4:47am
“We Were Soldiers” is a very good movie. I give it a 10/10 for everything. It didn’t make me cry, but it did make me get watery eyes. I totally recommend it. 8]
Now the more sentimental part of this entry.
I have to find a way to move out of here. [...]

Men & Women 2

11:50am
I would like to make a repost of another post from Lunatic Remarks about an observation on men and women in general:
Men:
1. All men are extremely busy.
2. Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.
3. Although they have time for women, they don’t really care for them.
4. Although they don’t really care [...]

TheTabby 0

10:07am
ROCK ON! Then kick me in the face! KICK IT! It’s that time of the month again for me! Better watch out cuz Detective Li is coming to get you and your little doggy too!
[sigh]
Not drunk yet. Not yet…

^^ Click on the above image to experience HIS GLORIOUS MIGHT! [...]

Sinfest Takes The Cake 2

Not really, but Tatsuya Ishida is awesome! Check out one of this strips – click on them for the comic:
1. Want – 8]
2. Want 2 – 83
3. God Force – Haha… 8]
4. Rogues Gallery – Nice one! The “Don’t Give A Shit!” team! 8D
5. Just Say No To Knowledge
6. Work Both [...]

The Perfect Goddess 6

6:43pm
“The Perfect Goddess” – I have been using this for the last two days since I went through my collection of tasteful porn. Hmmm… I think “porn” is to brute a term for something like this. I should rather call it exotic nude modelling. Her alias no doubt is Kitana Jade, [...]

The Me I Am Now 7

2:16am
Dedicated to the new Me section, I name this post after it.

Over in HK, I got quite a bit of new clothing to add to my rather gray and black wardrobe that I’ve been wearing for the last few years. The only thing before I went to Hong Kong that were lighter, were my [...]

Happy Belated 27th Mr. Jonathan 2

1:32pm
Wow, I am so out of it. It’s not 1:32am…
Erm, mhm…

1:34pm
ps: I know it looks like an Egg McMuffin with a blue straw and a tiny pink yoyo beside it, but it’s the thought that counts man… 83
ps2: and I’m sure you won’t hit traffic in Alberta this time, if you come over [...]

Hong Kong 10/22 to 11/12/2006 – Part II 10

Continued from PREVIOUS PAGE – click here. I decided to split this entry up into two parts, as the bandwidth was killing me.

^^ There’s something nice and artistic about the blur in this photo. Don’t u agree? 8]

Hong Kong 10/22 to 11/12/2006 – Part I 0

2:14am
Please note that it will take me a good two to three hours to upload the photos one by one – very tedious, and try to remember what happened that moment, then string it up to look real perty… [sigh] Oh, and I deleted the previous two entries. Sorry to all the [...]

When Cats Attack 3

OMGOSH! Watch Out!

11:54am

Yummilicious! 6

2:42am
Just to give everyone huge hugs and sloppy kisses and “until next times”. My flight is in less than 12 hours. Gotta pack something extra and go to bed. I’ll ’see’ everyone in about 3 weeks. Remember, I encourage masturbation – even if it gives you diarrhea (how? I don’t [...]

Love Is Selfish 13

6:33pm
Again, some 20 somewhat year old entered a thread at DC that I took an interest to. His rant reminded me of when I was a teenager – how I thought about the world, life, and love. In response to his entry (LINK), I said the following:
Everything is trial and error. If [...]

Amazing Archery 11

Well, I wouldn’t say it’s THE most amazing thing I’ve ever seen, nor THE most amazing archery I’ve ever seen, but close enough. She has a great nice little body. Mmm mmm good… [dazed] Mmm, so yummy… [starts talking to myself about how yummy she is]

11:30pm

Sex & Love 7

5:40pm
["Smile" by Olive]
Awhile ago, I made a post in a thread at DearCupid.org called “Why do married men look at porn?” I defended why men look at porn, but as I was making my points across to a woman who was aggressively against porn of all forms, whom also made very judgmental criticisms of [...]

Desert Shades 5

6:03am
["Arabian Sushi" by Infernal]
As I was putting up the gallery link for the latest pictures at Pat’s place earlier this night, I had this song playing in the background. This is the type of music that make me reminiscent on past-times.

^^ Looking North-Westward. That’s the western side of Cypress Mountain in North Vancouver. [...]

Howling With Ariel 5

5:04am
["Blue Moon Tidal" by Jam & Spoon feat. Plavka]
As you can see, my sleep schedule is messed up again, but after I get up later today, it’s work-mode for the TBM project. Need to finish and close the conceptual stage today. [sigh]
I’m so thirsty after all that booze I had at Pat’s place [...]

Why Is The Moon? 11

4:11am
[rip my arms off and throws them in the air] – paradox? O_o
Ah, I give up.
And to celebrate me giving up, I present to you…

^^ In celebration of the Autumn Festival, this pic was taken around 10pm outside my house.
["City Lights" by CJ Stone, Tatana Remix ft. Tamara Rhodes]
4:18am

Immortal Sushi 11

3:25pm
NO! YOU DON’T MAKE SENSE!
So after about two weeks of ‘planning’ a get together, Pat, Mindy, Zen (sp?), Laura, and I went to see the Body Worlds 3 exhibition. It was interesting enough, but not worth the $20 – probably more like $15 tops. The place smelled a bit fruity – well, [...]

Last Bit On Clinton 7

“Shhhhh, I think I hear something, I think I hear something…” Hahaha…
3:19am

Bill Clinton's Cigar 4

I actually liked Bill Clinton as the American President. His ideals were sound and not overly egotistical. He was a charming man with strong leadership skills. Damn conservatives!
And as Onkel Andy said,
So Clinton lied about his personal life… How does that affect his abilities as a president? Is it a strange concept [...]

Mount Seymour Bridal Path (Updated) 4

2:55pm
Information & Map: LINK
After a month and a bit of massive stress, the last couple of weeks had been pretty easy-going. So it’s great to end my weekend to my last week at Olivon with some nice beginner hard core downhill crossed with mountainous terrain bike riding. There’s another oxymoron there eh? [...]

Cactus Club 8

2:03pm
Interesting read on Cacti – LINK.
When Erica sent me that Eggplant link, that was okay, but I like ‘odd’ things like Cacti and deep sea fish…

2:16pm

I Prefer At Least Size 8 6

1:26pm
I’m speaking of girls here between 5-3 and 5-6. Seriously, when any of my ex’s say they wanted to be slimmer or they wanted to diet on friggin leaves and water, I was like, “NO! Are you fucked in the head?” [wink]
Read this article from the Daily Mail: LINK
It talks about the [...]

Sponges 2

2:34am
To celebrate this moment of randomness, I would like to present two pictures of Spongey. Anyone would like to agree to COGNAC OVER TEA?!?!?!
Not that it has anything to do with Spongey or Sponge or Sponge Cake…

Ah I can just ‘hear’ her now… “LI!!!!”
Eh? What? What? [wink]
Beeeet.
2:37

Tissue Paper Ghosts 7

1:30pm
So I went for my chest examination today. The receptionist from Dr. Tsang’s office also works at the Radiology place. Pretty cute girl I have to add. I even thought as I waited that she’s a lot more lively there than in the doc’s office. Good that she has colleagues to [...]

Communist Your Wheels! 5

9:25pm

The Tragedy Of Life 16

9:56pm
Original article can be found here – LINK.
Ariel/Michelle sent me an email with a few lines that originated from an article by Gobala Krishnan, after reading one of my entries. At first, I wasn’t mindful of the excerpt, but after discussing my dilemma with my mom earlier today and allowing myself to show her [...]

Wearing Panties Over Your Head 2

2:18am
You know the most common shit I hear from generic women are? Well, I won’t name who wrote this, but I’ll copy and paste a part of her comment here:
To me, the most important thing in life is happiness.
The keys to a lasting relationship are love, trust and responsibility.
The most common crap I hear [...]

Riding The World 4

7:36pm
["Silhoutte Dance" from the Ridge Racer R4 OST]
For awhile now, I’ve been pondering on whether to train pro or not. I’m pretty old to start, and hard to get strong. After watching Nasu, it gave me more inspiration.

^^ The Cervelo P2SL Race Bike. This was my original goal, and it costs a [...]

Point Of Departure 7

1:00am
["Gentle Rays" by Naoshi Mizuta]
What’s up with the influx of constant new entries lately? Haha, just a lot on my mind bottled up for far too long that should be about time to release them.
I was just thinking earlier that I’m not a very ‘good’ person based on societal standards. Of course, people [...]

869702400 Seconds Ago 7

1:58am
Equals to about 27.55979 years – approximately the length of time I’ve been around.
["Horizontal Departure" by Norman Feller]

^^ Western Dyke Trail overlooking the North West into the Georgia Straight – May 16th, 2006 cycling with Pat
I’m sleepy, so this will be short. The summer as with every other season has came and went. [...]

Beyond Raging Waves II 7

10:25pm
["Univearth" by DJ Krush w/Tetsuro Naito]
It has been about a month and a half since I used a chain of curses, but I wish to vent my bottled up anger here. Living with my parents have always been daunting and quite testing. My dad especially always tests my patience.

Expand Your Mind 3

12:07am
["Expand Your Mind" by No Noise]
Looking through my collection of high-res digital photos of the GVRD depresses me every time. I thought – how beautiful it is in a city from the outside-in, yet how ugly it really is on the inside-out.
["Believe" by Franka Potente]
You know, sometimes when I am at my silliest, I [...]

Minato Dragon Roll (Updated) 2

1:54am
["Sanctus Kihaku" by Kunihiko Ryo]
Bed time soon. My back’s been killing me. I haven’t had a ‘proper’ massage for… [ponders] …more than 5 months. Hmmm… Yes. Minato on the corner plaza of Oak and W. Broadway – Sunday 27th for 8 at 8pm.

^^ Left to Right: Jenny, Pat (Tabby), [...]

Carlo & Donna And Then Some 2

11:05pm
["Fuzzy Kittens" by Super Massive Blackholes]
So August 26th finally came and went. There was really nothing to it, though I do embarrassingly admit that I tried avoiding the washroom because it was right next to their table. Unfortunately, due to my stupidity, I drank more than half a bottle of Yellowtail Shiraz and [...]

The Empress Of Kei 2

1:15am
["Junigenmukyoku" by Hari Kunihiko]
It’s not every day, nor night, that an individual can learn to revisit their core-self, passed all the poisons of the world. I confess that there are many temptations of every type that have baited and tried luring me to that supposedly shallow pool to cool me off per se. [...]

Jonathan’s Stuffings 2

3:38am
I’ve noticed though my swearing has gone down considerably compared to a couple of months ago, my sexual vulgarity has gone up. Must be all the 30+ year old women in my wake… [wink]
Right, so some pics from Sat:

^^ At his door, so sexy!

Random Blues 2

1:25am
["Bla" by The Dining Rooms]
You know, I don’t think this is the real name for this song… 8o
Spongey, I got your text message at 7:30am yesterday. [sighing and yawning in your general direction] Did you get mine at 10:45am?
Anyway, here are some random pics from a few minutes ago… I find [...]

Spongey Muffins 3

8:15pm
(Ref: to Spongey’s first comment for THIS entry)
Hahahahaha… No, I rather go and pick you up cuz that means I don’t have to go to work. I’ll get come get you, and if you want lunch or a snack/drink, we can go somewhere for that. After I drop you off home, I’ll [...]

A Million Miles Inside 2

2:17am
["Numero Deux" by The Dining Rooms]
I finally finished Zipang, after being introduced to it more than two months ago. An excellent alternate historical story based around a Japanese cruiser from the 21st century that got transported back to 1942. The ending sucked, but the movie itself is really good. I give it [...]

Lacy Panties 0

4:47am
["Like That" by (can someone tell me the musician?)]
(Ref: to my last entry)
But sometimes, I can’t help but do it anyway. [laughs maniacally] It just goes to show that some old and bad habits are really damn hard to brush aside. 8]
However, I should still be more careful. Even when I [...]

The Kokanee Sasquatch 0

1:33am
["Sirius 909" by Romolo di Prisco]
I was just thinking that back when I was younger, I wasn’t really a good person – not that I was a bad person, but just not really that great of a person. I mean, now that I look back at it, there were so many things that I [...]

Eat Your Vegetables 0

12:54am
Interesting…
http://www.vegiworks.com/cucumber.htm
12:54am
PS: wow, my shortest ever post!

You Sang To Me 0

1:16am
["You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony]
A few months after Virginia gave up on me, I heard this song play on the stereo. The lyrics didn’t click until around late August 2000.
All the while you were in front of me I never realized
I just can’t believe I didn’t see it in your eyes
I didn’t [...]

Reavers Weave Madness In Leeman 0

5:33pm
My day-job boss called me around 10:50am, telling me not to go to work. SHE YELLED AND SCREAMED AND THREW A MASSIVE FIT SAYING THAT THE COMPANY SUCKS AND ETC, and hung up on me then called me again telling me that she found all the porn I’ve downloaded on my work computer and [...]

Squamish Mountain Biking (Updated) 1

4:31pm
["Beyond Raging Waves" by DJ Krush]
It’s nice that the form boxes for WordPress doesn’t ‘cache’ text when I mistakenly press a link to load out of this area… DAMN YOU WORDPRESS!
Anyway, so yesterday, I woke up at 7:45am, but due to some ‘problems’, we didn’t get to Squamish until 1pm, and didn’t actually start [...]

I Must Be Pretty Blind 5

9:49pm
["Ryûun no pavane" by Kunihiko Ryo]
Pat, Emma, Jenny, Albert, and I will be heading out to Squamish for some cycling tomorrow morning. Hopefully the swell in my left wrist will go down by then.
Right, so I was thinking that for a Creative Designer, I’m pretty friggin blind. Either that, or the people who [...]

Who's The Man? 3

9:30pm
["Who's The Man" by House Of Pain]
Okay, this is a strange concept for me okay? But, this started when Anthony started calling me “Adorable Man” early this year. He’s an entertaining person who also knows my brother. He’s the captain of his volleyball team. He called me Adorable Man because he [...]

The Chief Peak 2 7

12:27am

^^ At Peak 2 – Back to Front: Patrick, Freddy, Isis, Emery, Mike, Leeman (duh!), Albert, Jenny, and Emma. Missing: Lovely and the other guy whom I don’t remember the name to…
If you want a higher resolution version of the picture above, please email/call me and I’ll send it over to you.

Walking On Stones In A Pond 0

1:22am
["Paper Doll" by PM Dawn]
As I have tonight’s glass of De Bortoli, I wanted to reply to Erica’s email from yesterday morning, but due to both my thighs being sore from all the down-hill hike we did Saturday, my mood for replying properly went down to nil. I also had a chance to talk [...]

Super Kawaii 0

3:46am
This part of the entry is actually a cut and paste of the password protected one. I want to share these pics with u all… 8]
Right, so I’ve been watching a ‘new’ anime recently called Azumanga Daioh. It’s about these high school kids doing many odd and very cute things. It’s [...]

The 37 Views of Mount Fuji 0

2:24am
Indeed Katsushika Hokusai actually made 36 wood-block prints of Mount Fuji, but this entry isn’t about Mount Fuji in its actuality, nor is it really about Hokusai.
I remember back in Fine Arts 11, I did a presentation on Hokusai. That presentation sucked ass. Looking back on it again and again didn’t justify my [...]

Pacific Spirit With Albert & Jenny 0

2:51pm
About an hour before I go into work-mode. I have a major short-video production I need to create for work tomorrow. Yes, as usual, leave it to the last moment to complete it.
So yesterday, I went to the Pacific Spirit trails with Albert and Jenny. We started our ride at 6:30pm and [...]

I Guess… 0

…it was never meant to be.
I think, if this was anybody else, they would have been super pissed off. ‘Oddly’, maybe Heaven does really object to ‘this’. Maybe, whatever CT there might be, is hindering my ‘progression’. How convenient to have lost everything by a ’slight’ click of the mouse button. [...]

SSY Late Night + Richmond Dyke Trails 0

3:43am
["Stronger" by Sugar Babes]
Ah, my sleep schedule is very messed… Then again, the abnormality of sleeping late is really a normality. Where as sleeping ‘normal’ hours is actually the abnormal. Un m un mah?

The Way Of The Samurai 3

3:48am
Surprised that I’m still awake? 8]
Before I go to bed, there is something bugging me. This something was a discussion Carlo and I had Saturday at Fogg N Suds.
Topic: Samurai committing hari kari (seppeku)
Carlo’s Stance: he felt that it was a coward’s way of dealing with life
My Stance: it was the code of [...]

Teary Eyed Girls 7

10:40pm
["Velveteen" by Yoko Kanno]
As I was riding home from the gym a few minutes ago, I was thinking that a lot of my female friends have been heart-broken in the recent months. Then as I was turning the 2nd corner to my garage, I whispered outloud, “What’s up with that?!”

We Fear Predictions Made Long Ago 0

3:17am
["Cyber Bird" by Yoko Kanno & Gabriella Robin]
We fear predictions made long ago
We exist far above the sky, and all material things

200 Miles Between Us 0

3:51am
< "Cloud Age Symphony" from the Last Exile OST>
While I was watching the last hour of Eight Below, I realized that today is the morning of July 15th. Today is the start of the Seattle to Portland ride – 200 miles, split between two days. Cindy and I registered for this back in [...]

Random Cheetos 0

2:34am
Most designers you might meet will have some of the most high-end creative stuff known to humankind – 8+ megapixel digital cameras, cell phones capable of making 2+ MP video, play mp3 and wma files, mainly Apple computers capable of rendering industry standard 3D and effects, tabs, laser stuff, photo printers, film scanners, etc, etc, [...]

Super Massive Blackholes 2

2:15am
A huge fascination of mine since childhood was the idea of super massive blackholes. In my early teens, I even developed my own super long term sci-fi story, that I am still working on today. It’s an ongoing project that I have never mentioned to anyone except to my grade 9 counsellor. [...]

Spongey Cake 3

4:41pm
BTW Spongey… You have officially overwhelmed me with your massive flood of emails. WHERE DO I START?! WHERE DO I START?!?!
That is all.
4:42am

First Conversations With Women 2

1:49pm
The most common question I get asked when I first meet a woman is, “So what do you do for a living?” I usually say that I am a designer of sorts, but sometimes I do say, “Ah just stuff.” [laughs]
This seems to bug some of them – me saying “Just stuff”. [...]

I Want To Be Old Man Too 1

Acronyms galore! For the oldies, did you know that many teens nowadays actually literally say “LOL” as a part of their day to day conversations with their friends? Pretty disgusting isn’t it?
Anyway, here’s something unrelated by Cyril The Magician:

The screaming girl at the end is so cute! hehe… 83
1:40am

Dla Ma Ta Jo 0

1:19am
["Santi-U (Macross Plus DVD Main Menu Version)" by Yoko Kanno]
The title of this entry means “If you give up your body, it will drown.”
I’ve always loved the sound of cannons firing. I am definity a fighter by heart. Unfortunately, I am born in the wrong era. My passion is buried deep within [...]

What Is My Job? 0

1:47pm
People often ask me, “What exactly do you do?”
I usually just say, “I am a designer of sorts.” Actually, that is only partially true. Taken from this forum: LINK – this is what a Creative Director does:

Life Path 2

1:31am
GALLERY section has been updated. Just go to Gallery, then click on a picture to view the album. If u want to make a comment just click on the “>_

Reflections In The Morning After 10

11:35pm
So I did make it back alive after all. 8] Yeah I know, but always just in case. I should update my will as soon as my many mosquito stings go away. Going up that 10 kilometre trail was friggin painful. PAINFUL! Up that trail, I carried about 20 [...]

Sayonnara For Now 2

1:57am
["la, la maladie du sommeil" - Ichiko Hashimoto]
2 hours of sleep, wake up in 2.5… Hike to Garibaldi Lake and climb up to the chimney on Black Tusk. If I don’t make it back alive, simply said… I love you, and of course, I thank you for everything, this includes those whom [...]

More Than 3cm's 1

1:42am
["Get Away From You" - Terra De Sol]
As my work files render to 300DPI for tomorrow’s (Thursday) print job, I’ll take this chance to enter tonight’s entry. I contemplated whether to restart my private journals again, as in some way – no, in many ways, I miss those days/nights where I would pour my [...]

The Nationstate of Emma 3

12:15am
“Weenerschnitzle” and “Twinginberries” seems to be Pat’s two most spoken ‘words’. I lucka no speek engrish.
[implodes]
Boy are my quads sore! I cycled for 15 minutes and then did my round of gym exercises for about 30 minutes on Friday, then on Saturday, I went for a ‘quick’ 25 minute trail ride with Pat [...]

Why Must The Kitty Come Back? 2

2:50am
Anyone know “The Cat Came Back” song?
…But the cat came back the very next day
The cat came back, they thought he was a goner
But the cat came back, he just wouldn’t stay away…
Anyway, I hooked up my bro’s web cam to my comp the other day cuz one super fine lady requested some stuff and [...]

The CBC Trio 4

7:41pm
…no, not really. I resent how some people refer me to as “Asian” or “Chinese”. They can call me “Chink Boy” or “Slanted-Eyed Yellow Turd”, so I can smack them plenty, but calling me “Asian” or “Chinese” is just waaaay out of context! I could say the same for every whitey that [...]

Perfect Partner 2

1:31pm
Linz recently posted up a thread on DC what our perfect partner would be. Their usual answers were “loyal, sexy, intelligent, etc”. Well, I went a step further. These aren’t exact, as the chemistry output of a person may connect with my desires differently with different people. Aside from the obvious [...]

A Look Inside 2

1:58am
["Bornotto B" - Protogroup]
This will most likely be very weird for most people who stumble here. However, I’ll make an explanation before I enter this. Since I have always believed text and scripted words are primitive in communication, text and words alone can never explain my thoughts. Fortunately, it is myself that [...]

Trials And Tribulations 4

3:17am
Starting tomorrow, I will be transferred from the Olivon Gunboat to the Pacific Corvette. Damn, that means no more dicking around. The crew there will be a lot stricter and duller. This means no more music, and no more fun. On top of that, the captain is a Evangelist Christian. [...]

The Way You Dream Sometimes 1

1:27am
["Deep Reflections" - Blended]
I feel so dried-out that I haven’t ridden my bike since Saturday, and haven’t gone to the gym since Friday. [sigh]
So I finally went and cancelled all of my accounts with sites that I joined about two or so months ago. No, not porn sites. You know what? [...]

Emergencies Are Under-Rated 2

6:20pm
Or, they can be x-rated, depending on what you do at the Emergency room. 8/
So yesterday morning, I called Dr. Tsang and he told me that I should go get a CT Scan at VGH. Pat came by around 9pm, and we got there before 9:30pm. I’m going to skip through a [...]

Tour De Patrick 3

2:15pm
I can already feel this entry will be kinda long. So before I type away I will remind myself that I have quite a few injuries from yesterday’s ride. I’ll make this short. We left Pat’s place around 10am, except shortly afterwards on Gilbert, I braked super friggin hard, and my bike [...]

Tour De Patrick Pre-Ride 3

9:50pm
Jeebus! I AM SO TIRED and SO SORE! Woke up at 8:50am, got dropped off at Pat’s around 9:15am, got ready, etc, then headed out by 10am. We took the wrong road looking for Angus Road in Vancouver after 64th Ave. We ended up adding about 4 extra kilometers to our [...]

Wanna Come With Me? 2

1:41am
["Stronger" - Sugababes]
It’s time I go back to being myself after such a long a tedious journey. If you’re wondering, it’s not that I wasn’t myself, it’s just that I lost something along the way. It’s numbing to live like this. It was even more frustrating to be unable to find what [...]

Star Wars Galaxies A Final Time 4

1:25am
["Cantome" - Cosmopole]
Another day passed without anything done. Boring it is, when everyone else is either busy or out of the province, or married and have gf’s and wives to cater to. Wives… However, I did manage to go cycling for a bit around 9:30pm. 3-7 for the gears. Some [...]

Cloud Age Symphony 0

2:12am
["Toki No Tabiji" - DJ Krush, ft. Inden]
Mr. Krush never cease to churn out some raging orgasmic sounds from his machines.
So an update on my stuff. How boring. [thumb up] Got off my day job at 4pm, went home, touched up on some of the decals I was working on for [censored]. [...]

Orange Juice @ 1:34am 1

["Infinity" - Vargo]
I think I am hopelessly lost in the realm of intimate emotions. I wasn’t willing to let go and this is where it got me. I thought I would be stronger than this, but as I was wandering around in SWG, I felt that there is indeed a ‘pool of acid’ [...]

Star Wars Galaxies And Then Some 0

7:46pm
["Inside Of Me" - Madonna]
Hmm… No no no…
["The Imperial March" - Star Wars Empire At War OST]
Ah, much better. 8]
Ever since I had a chance to play games like Star Wars (Amiga/Commodore 65), F-15 Fleet Defender (PC), Red Baron (PC), and A-10 Warthog (PC) back in the early 90’s, I have been a [...]

Milk From Dairyland 2

11:35pm
I’ve been tricked! Upon closer inspection, this is 4 litres of Dairy Glen milk! [waves fist] It tastes a lot better than Lucerne though. Lucerne milk tastes like a cow just gave birth and some of its birth-juices/slime somehow got mixed in with its milk. If you’re wondering how I [...]

It Was 2

12:50am
["Structure Two" - Phoenelai (LINK)]
This song sounds like one of my older ones. You know? I wish I can go back to tracking music. I think it would make me be a bit happier. It might even help me release some of my ‘hidden’ anger.
I spent the day out with Albert [...]

My Desire To Rescue Her From My Dream 0

8:18pm
…so I can try to rescue her this time.
["Yearning" - Mono]
Yes, the dream has been bugging me. You know… Now thinking back on the dream, even though Cindy was a total bitch and a 2-two face immoral semi-slut in real life, in my dream, I wish that whatever force powered my dream, that [...]

Moby Dick & Cindy 4

12:27pm
["Looking For The Sun" - Strange Flower]
I wanted to name this entry “Cindy Dick” but people might mistake that as something else. Plus, it’s a stupid name for an entry. I had another dream about Cindy. Although I had said before I won’t enter dreams here about her, for this one, I [...]

Leeman The Lesser Of The Eight Evils 3

1:02pm
According to the Christian faith, the 7 sins are: Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy, and Pride. According Leemanism, in accordance to the 7 sins, “Leeman” should be the 8th sin… [laughs] [ponders] Or rather, should I be the “Greater of the Eight Evils”?

The Tabby 3

6:24pm
I am odd at times, I admit, but I must stress that ever since mid-day, I’ve been a little obssessed with The Tabby. Not Pat the Tabby, but Tabby the fuzzy gray cat. The word “Tabby” sounds very cute. Actually, it also reminds me of caramel candy – the chewy ones.

The Gray From The White 2

3:02am
["Gate Crashers @ 56:00" (CD2)]
The single memory I remember from when I was a bit more than a year was lying in between my mom and my dad in bed at night. I was awake for some reason and the entire room flashed. I looked toward the window, through the separation of the [...]

Cycling @ the YVR 2

3:18am
["Trilogie Part 2" by ATB]
Just a quicky before I go to bed – have to wake up two hours earlier today. So what’s that? about 5-6 hours of sleep. Yum.
Another nice ride with Pat yesterday from around 9pm to midnight. We were going to go to Iona Beach, but by half [...]

Stand Alone Complex 0

12:32am
["Inner Universe" by Yoko Kanno]
Today was a pretty hot day. When I was driving home from work, geez, I was wondering how people can survive in this weather – how people in Hong Kong can survive in their weather! I did some stuff, and called Pat at 7:30pm. We talked mainly about [...]

In Response To A Broken Heart 1

6:58pm
No, not myself. Remember, no more talk of blah! Mhm… This is my comment in response to a post on MySpace.com:

The Last Few Steps 2

3:17am
["Kirara" by Eitetsu Hayashi & Kaoru Wada]
This song doesn’t really suit my mood at the moment, but I put it on to help create a nostalgic feeling. Unfortunately, it’s not working. This is probably due to the spicy ginger ice-cream I am eating right now. It’s interesting really. Would I buy [...]

The Fisherman's Challenge 3

1:22pm
Everyone knows that ‘unfortunately’ I am a fishing maniac. When I wasn’t fishing, I had other fishermen (generic word that also incorporate fisher-women) ‘fish’ for/with me. For as long as I remember, as young as I could, fishing was a favorite pass-time that I couldn’t seem to ever change. Though there had [...]

Like Prana 0

3:27am
["Like Prana" by Afterlife]
Gorgeous beats, as usual… 8] Come on, if you go through my musical selection, I have THE BEST selection of house, jazz, and ambient trip hop. [sigh] I miss my company days… Those nights, sipping First Estate Taylor Fladgate Port, chilling on the couch, sampling some of [...]

Fate & Destiny 0

11:14pm
["ChillHouse Mix 2 (CD1)" - Cafe Del Mar]
Very delicious beats. 8]
The FTX team is on high-gear at the moment. A dozen emails has been passed back and forth since yesterday. Benny and Jason will be coming over to my place tomorrow evening to plug the PHP calls into the FTX UI. [...]

Voices in the Wind 3

1:27am
["Voices" by Yoko Kanno]
The last few weeks has been quite productive. The last of the FTX UI is under way. I feel tired. It’s about time the FTX project comes to a close. After dawdling (on my end) since September 2005, I believe that my production criteria for the past few [...]

Can't Take My Eyes Off You 0

11:54pm
[Listening "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" by Lauren Hill]
Stuck at home at 5 minutes before midnight. What’s tomorrow? Saturday the 6th. May 6th… What was I doing May 6th of last year?
Yeah… I need a beer.

Meow Meow Mode 0

4:55pm
Dagnabbit! I’ve been stuck in Meow Meow Mode for the last month and a bit! Quickly, someone knock some sense into me!

Yes, what WOULD he do?

Close Encounters of the Third Kind 0

2:02am
Oops, almost typed “cu/\/t” instead of “kind”. 8]
Did you know that I never swore/cursed this much before shit started between Meow and I? Ah, I have to try to revert back. Hmm… Maybe not revert back, but change the ‘bad’ stuff. Did you know, even when Jessica was super pissed [...]

Eternally Beautiful 0

11:22pm
Work mode coming on in about an hour. Just chilling. Came back from a work-out. Pat allowed me to increase weights on four exercises. It was a pretty good sweaty work-out. I noticed that it’s more relaxing with all the lights turned off, so I’m going to work-out next time [...]

Going Home 2

11:23pm

Unstable Mountain 0

1:19am
["Time Is The Healer (Armin Van Buuren Remix)" - Riva]
Another day passes, and another day starts. ‘Time’ is moving so fast. Yet not at the same time. Almost like an oxymoron eh?
I’ve been meaning to enter a new entry for the last couple of days, but things got way out of hand [...]

Free 0

1:44am
“I had to be free,
had to be free,
is all that I wanted.”
I really like the lyrics to this song. I’ve been listening to it the most tonight and yesterday.
So what gives? What do you mean? You mean, what’s with all the flood of new entries? Well, this is nothing. When [...]

A Whiter Shade Of Pale 0

2:40am
(Listening “Free” by Sarah Brightman)
This weekend was extra extra slow for some reason. The two weeks before that was zooming fast. Then it abruptly slowed down to a near-standstill. The hours drifted by as if the hourglass of life floated into zero gravity space, and the sands of ‘time’ hovered and bounced [...]

Before I Go To Bed 4

2:46am
(Listening to a song by Andy Lau – still don’t know the name to it damn it)
WinRar finally finished compressing and splitting Cindy’s massive 2.2 gig folder up into five 420 meg files. Well, I mean it finished about 1.5 hours ago.
I was just updating my web site – NexusColony.com – finally closed the [...]

Protection 2

8:26pm
This entry is named in honor of one of my favorite songs by Massive Attack.
(An hour and a half later…)
I went out for a 20 minute bike ride, came back changed, stuff, then Pat called me and we talked for 30 minutes, then some other stuff happened and since my bro’s out, I’m going to [...]

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