Quiet Mourning

Well my G-Ma passed away last morning. No one was ever close to her, but she was someone I admired and respected due to theRead More

Zoomed out, way out

I’m sure many people have come to a point in their relationships where they wonder where it’s going and wonder where their partners place themRead More

The Bunches of Oats

It’s amazing how long I’ve had this category on the side. It’s named after a cereal that I remember from my youth. Shaddup Pat! ItRead More

I remembered

Parts of that night came back to me. That night that I was drunk again for the first time in a long time. I cannotRead More

To feel welcomed

One thing that has been on the back of my mind for awhile now has been Amber’s situation at home in Germany with her family.Read More


Laura has brought to my attention a terrifying realization… But I don’t remember it. Ah my short term memory is NON-EXISTING!!! And on that bombshell:Read More

Inspiring the heart

There isn’t much that inspires me these days, let alone motivate me, but I keep going regardless. Amber and I very recently had a conversationRead More

Amber, a new dawn

As she finally takes the reigns to get herself on track and change her stride for the better, I will be here to support herRead More


Tune: “Halo” (world tour version) by Beyonce Drink: Root Beer Mood: A bit heart broken A few weeks ago, I happened upon a song byRead More

I crown myself incompetent

Tune: “Halo” by Beyonce Drink: Honey Tea Mood: Mixed, but passionate and somewhat enlightened [audio:Beyonce_-_Halo.mp3] A long time ago, an ex intimate companion told meRead More