Mood: A hint of worry, a slight of frustration, otherwise, strangely calm
Drink: Les Combelles Cotes Du Rhone 2006
Tune: “Good bye my master” by Yoko Kanno
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I had a strange experience over the last few days. For a moment, I started to fall for a ’stranger’. Her life, where [...]
Categories: Friendship, Love Economics, Visions & Family
…an album from Beastie Boys.
“Get It Together” by Beastie Boys:
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
Just because I’m vulgar sometimes, it doesn’t mean I am tactless. It comes within context of the subject.
Many of my friends think I give good criticism. I have never given bad advice, to say the [...]
Categories: Friendship, Inspirational, Visions & Family
Often I wonder if all I have to do is try harder. Often I wonder if all I have to do is pick up the phone or maybe, even just drive over and grab her out. Sometimes, I ask myself, “Do I just have to say it?” or is that simply not enough [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Realization, Tea Girl, Visions & Family
Pat tells us that he wishes to travel, experience the world and witness with his eyes the things that happen every where. He will take his legs, his feet, his hands with him to fulfill that sort of desire one day for many days and nights. With him, he will bring his camera, [...]
Categories: Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
9:30pm
Tune: “Diamond Crevice” by Yoko Kanno, Sung by May’n (Sheryl Nome)
Of course, there is a lot I wish to see with these eyes of mine. There are a lot of things I won’t do to meet those desires but there are a lot of things I would do to meet those desires at the [...]
Categories: Realization, Visions & Family
5:44am
Just now I heard “Amazing isn’t it? Why is she so driven? No, why do people sing or want to fly? Even to the extent of going into space.”
Then the girl replied “Isn’t it obvious? Like we could do anything else.”
The second girl said “That’s right!”
The boy comments, “I fly because [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
4:37am
Tune: “Ignited (Piano Version)” by Toshihiko Sahashi
Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
However, to finish my bottle of Warre’s Warrior Port, I’ll have to keep entering some extra lingering thoughts before I really retire to bed.
Kanpai! Cheers!
One of my dreams is to travel to Japan and release both sides of [...]
Categories: Realization, Visions & Family
2:45am
Last September, Michelle entered into her blog “Unconditional Love” about accepting those that are less fortunate into our families to care for them. Though I agree with her message at the end of her post, I also had my perspective on the matter. You can read about her entry HERE.
My response was:
You know, [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family
3:04am
I was just laughing at a realization I came upon a few moments ago that if I didn’t have my friends and I didn’t have these responsibilities, I would be a very sick alcoholic right now. If I had the money and I did not have these responsibilities and the friends that actually tactfully [...]
Categories: Realization, Visions & Family
11:55pm
I was just relaxing and holed out up in here for the entire day thinking about various things. Of course, I also engaged in some MSNing and phone conversations for work and watched roughly 5 hours worth of anime.
I’ve come to realize that there isn’t anything that can shock me. Rather, there isn’t [...]
Categories: Realization, Visions & Family
9:24pm
Tune: “Je Te Rends Ton Amour” by Mylene Farmer
Drink: Yellowtail Shiraz & Orange/Malibu mix
Yes, I am trying to induce it but I’m having rotten luck.
About an hour and a half ago, I messaged Jon on MSN and we talked about snow, Myrtle Beach, New York City, the Autoshow, some games, his new laptop, and his [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
5:13am
Recently, a thread was posted up on Yahoo! Answers with the following message:
Does any one else have problems with America?
And i live in the UK, not the US. Thank god. And yes. many other countries have their problems but they arent THE most important country in the world. thats what makes me angry.all [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family
6:16pm
Sincerity is nice and honored. However, when I posted an ad on Craigslist for a female companion in the form of pure platonic friendship, I did not expect anything further to form from friendship. Rather, I did not use the friendship ad to alternatively seek out a girlfriend or possible sexual relationship of [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
4:12am
My sleep schedule, as always, is screwed up. I went to bed around 7:30pm and got up finally at 3am. In between, I woke up once. So there were two dreams I had that I remembered both of which were very unsettling.
The first dream had to do with losing my brother. [...]
Categories: Dreams, Visions & Family
2:38am
There’s a lot of things I would like to try and have tried some of those things. I continue to try to see if I can do some of those things, but something inside here [points to my chest] stops me at the last moment and sometimes, circumstance stops my choices from materializing. [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Love Economics, Sex, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
8:35am
Tune: “Nocturne” by Secret Garden
Drink: Ginseng Tea
I once saw a photo of a nude woman suspended in an ocean. I wanted to purchase that framed photo, but at the time, $180 US was a bit steep for me. As well, there isn’t a place in the house I can quite hang it up [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
10:30pm
Tune: “Traveler” by Rhian Sheehan
Drink: Blue Ice Beer
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
Has the view ever been better? Never. That’s because I’ve never had a view with a better view, nor a view that is equally as good. Which in clarity means the view is mediocre.
^^ View from my suite – [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
11:49pm
Tune: “Sarabande Suite (Aeternae)” by Globus
Drink: Paarl Ruby Port
I had a vision, where I was completely clad in plate armour and I had a claymore drawn towards the sky. Then in one swift move, I stabbed myself through the chest, as the army moved beyond me for their own war. Then I drifted [...]
Categories: Dreams, Love Economics, Visions & Family
6:03am
Tune: “Preliator” by Globus
Typing/writing while having some song blast in the background isn’t quite the same as when reading the same entry, because one tend to concentrate less on the words of the entry and divert a part of that attention to the song itself.
Not always, but this song has lyrics.
Good song though.
So this got [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
…with mostly cooked brocoli.
It’s good.
6:22am
I HANDED MY TIER 2 WORK IN JUST NOW! Woohoo!
My gosh, between 5pm yesterday to roughly 6:15am today, I’ve had about an hour break. That’s including dinner, snacks, dicking around, and multitasking an entry that I de-published a few minutes ago.
I know it’s nothing compared to the amount of [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
6:24am
“Damn it Jim! I’m a miracle worker! Not a doctor!” Were the words of Jon during one of our nightly role playing games back in the days. [laughs]
Tune: “Pulse” by Yoko Kanno
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
I’ll have to go and get some more this Friday. I’ll probably get two or [...]
Categories: Dreams, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
3:46am
The Fonseca really hits the spot. Especially when it was chilled beforehand. ^_^
For the last three days, I thought about my relationship with my soon-to-be 10 year old cousin Brandon. During the summer, I watched this anime called “Aishiteruze Baby”. It’s about a 5 year old girl who’s dad [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
2:42am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
There has always been one picture from our family photo albums that I can not get out of my mind, and I just realized I need more wine…
Life’s blood.
Thinking on that one picture, it’s at Stanley Park when I was [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
1:37am
To break out of my religious rants lately and back into Leemanism, I was just thinking throughout the day that there are things that has been stopping the ‘progression’ of certain situations from happening in the last year since I came back from Hong Kong, but before I continue, a tune for you…
Tune: “Kishida Shun” [...]
Categories: Dreams, Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family
3:41am
Tune: “The Man In The Desert” by Yoko Kanno
Mood: Feels like I am waiting for something or someone
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
Ever had a dream that naturally flows into the transition of waking up, in which the end result is you lying in bed, facing up, looking at the [...]
Categories: Dreams, Visions & Family
4:27am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
On Friday, I bought two bottles of Port. The first one is Taylor Fladgate Special Reserve and the other, Fonseca Bin 27 Port. As I age, I’ve noticed that my preference in Port has also ‘aged’.
I heard this [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
5:15am
Tune: “Power of Sound” by Ace
I have to wake up at 11am today for work, so I have to keep this short. I’ve been listening to this track on and off for a couple of days now, but I heard it before a few months ago when I was really into Initial D. [...]
Categories: Dreams, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
4:03am
Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano
Mood: Sexy, haha, no
Drink: Tropicana Orange Juice w/Pulp (Mmm yummy)
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
Last night, someone called me while I was in an online conference call, and hastily told her I will treat her to AYCE sushi at Tokyo Ichiban. This night, after sushi, we went to [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
11:16pm
Women, without you, we will lose out on so much. We work hard for ourselves and our families. In all our varying degrees, we strive for different things – things that can harden us, and stress us out over time. Sometimes, this stress and the frustrations can turn us astray, and sometimes, [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family
11:47pm
Tune: “Hishoku no Sora” by Kawada Mami
Drink: Taylor Fladgate Fine White Port
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
When shit happens, do you let it bring you down? Of course, it’s natural to succumb to it negatively, but when it’s out of your control, you can either let it to continue to smother you or [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
4:23pm
Since this weekend is the ONLY two day weekend break I am having since many eons ago, I decided to look through MyOpera and found this on Aneeqa’s page called “A Play On Words”. I would also like to take this chance to plug Michelle’s MyOpera site:
http://my.opera.com/cricketsounds/blog/
1Q. Would you make a fool out of [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
11:46am
One constant thing that has always urked me throughout the years is the incorrect usage of grammar and punctuation, especially particular spelling such as “you are”, “you’re”, and “your” – the first two being the same things.
Another thing is the separation of paragrah. I’ve noticed that a lot of people – and let me [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Sex, Visions & Family
11:41pm
Tonight’s meeting with Razor was pretty long, but tis all good. Got a bunch of little stuff done. Damn lapdog needs more ram! There goes another $120. If you can stay away from Vista, please do. Unless you’re a Mac-type user who likes the shinies and cute-things, then go right [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
12:23am
Sometimes, I feel like an old man and my grandsons come home from overseas and visit me. Sometimes, they bring me a bottle of Port. Other times, they bring me amusing stories. Then there are times like tonight where they bring me bokkens. There’s nothing like bringing an old man a [...]
Categories: Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
2:08am
Tune: “Traces” by Enigma
Mood: Gum-Ache killing me furiously
Drink: Ice water
My cousin left Friday evening, then Albert and Jenny came over around 7:30pm. We went to the gym and for the rest of the night, I spent time on work and anime. Saturday came and went. I had a three hour MSN conversation [...]
Categories: Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
12:53am
Tune: “Callista” by Saki Kaskas
Mood: A bit sleepy, and slightly excited
Drink: 4% Milk
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
^^ Brandon, The Horndog and his sidekick, The Chin Hair Cutter taking a picture together during a break somewhere…
Categories: Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
11:51am
I considered putting this in the last entry, but keeping them separate would be less ‘confusing’.
Brandon, my 9 year old cousin has become one of the youngest… No, correction. He has become THE youngest pervert I have ever known personally in the last 28 years. I mean, I was perverted starting at [...]
Categories: Sex, Visions & Family
11:29am
This has been on my mind for awhile now, but the concept has been in my mind since the late 90’s. I was thinking that I have spent a few thousand dollars on my cousins over the last two years on gifts and such, but they were and are still quite young and most [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
11:05pm
Another night, another beer… I seriously need my own mini-fridge and stash, but then comes the nagging from my parents. The good things living with parents is that there is guaranteed breakfast, lunch, and dinner, including a snack later in the evening. Living costs also goes down to the basics. I [...]
Categories: Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
9:13pm
Wait! [runs off to the shower with a peeled orange]
(32 minutes later…)
Pat should be glad there weren’t any pictures of me half naked in a drunken stupor, eating a banana. [wink]
I dedicate this entry to five things:
1) my Sonic 02 hardtail
2) the uneaten, unpeeled banana lying beside my keyboard
3) Michelle for a shipwide [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
11:14pm
So earlier today, I went online to talk to Jonathan about something…
That as you can see was 2:38pm Pacific Standard Time.
And then finally logged out at 11:06pm! ALMOST 8.5 HOURS OF MANLY MSN CONVERSATION!!!
The bulk of the conversation was about ‘random’ things. We talked about some hongers that got married from our high [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
7:20pm
["Vata (feat. Shweta Shetty)" by Jam & Spoon]
A few months ago, Albert gave me a copy of Enron, The Smartest Guys In The Room, and I finally watched it this morning. It took me this long to watch it because I wasn’t initially interested, though there was always a lingering feeling that I DID [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
1:59pm
This last half of the week can’t be any more screwy! Not only am I not going through my Razor work as quickly as I initially thought, but I can’t get this damn flow going with my client’s new shopping cart project. I hate doing half ass jobs, and my runabout last night [...]
Categories: Sex, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
9:09am
It’s a good song by the Righteous Brothers.
Well, mistakes happen and I can’t go back in time to change them, and even if I can repair the damage in the coming future, I can only do so much. Scars and such will always be there.
The last couple of days, I’ve been jumping from one [...]
Categories: Dreams, Visions & Family
Indeed it is. 8]
What’s up with the lack of updates? It has been hasn’t it? Since I use to enter one to three every day or so. Well, times have changed, or rather, the mood have changed.
The last few weeks have been quite mellow. Nothing much has happened. I’m [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
9:23pm
["Cyberbird" by Gabriela Robin]
The first time this song played was when I watched an episode of Ghost in the Shell SAC – I don’t remember if it was the first or second series though. The next time after that was when I got the song and in all the glory of being home alone, [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
11:52am
["Beyond The Borders" by Elysis]
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
^^ This tune was made by one of my favorite musicians of the 90’s. It was an on-going inspiration for me to continue with what can be precious to me and my parents. Elysis, amongst others, were the encouraging force that motivated me [...]
Categories: Dreams, Love Economics, Visions & Family
4:23am
‘Oddly’, I had another dream this morning where my brother and I were alien agents disguised as humans being lead around a hospital by a round Asian-type man with glasses and a sweater – he looked nerdy. We made sure it looked like a tour, that we were some VIP or something like that. [...]
Categories: Dreams, Visions & Family
6:25am
I would like to celebrate the light snow of this morn with a cup of hot ginseng. A toast to the whiteness outside! 8]
So I just watched episode 2, Season 9 of TG and then received Michelle’s comment and then my reply, and then watched Bleach episode 117 just now. Pretty good [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
6:21am
["Lament of the Highborne" by Russell Brower & Derek Duke]
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
I tried to go to sleep around 2am, but after about 30 minutes, I got back up again to do something. Went back to bed around 3:30am, but ended up lying in bed restless until around 5:30am.
The last few [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
1:11am
Lately, I’ve been thinking about stuffs again. One of the things I was thinking about was about inducing certain ‘negative’ emotions in trying to achieve other emotions or to initial certain things to happen. [laughs]
I was thinking about what Albert said about disappearing without letting anyone know, etc, but if I had that [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
7:26am
["Memory" by Yoko Kanno]
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
I’m close to finishing up my bottle of Port from the summer of 2006. This time however, I did the unthinkable. I added two blocks of ice to about a shot and a half of Warre’s Special Reserve. [takes a sip] No, [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
2:13am
Hey everyone…
I’ll be switching back to the regular entries after this one. The recent entries that belong in the Love Economics section have been a bit overwhelming even for me. It’s gross to have them come one after the other like that. Seriously.
Anyway, point of this entry. I’m moving hosts soon. [...]
Categories: Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
5:12pm
["Octopus City" by Url]
This is a tune I’ve been listening to since last night by the digital music collective known as Kahvi. Albert, it’s release 201 by Url.
I haven’t listened to any underground stuff for a long time, but ever since Pat decided to create his own stuff with Fruity Loops and Reason, I [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
6:32am
After little debate, Patrick, Laura, Julia, and I went to the Vancouver Aquarium on Boxing Day as well as a small walk around Stanley Park to take pictures with the Totems and stuff. Most of Stanley Park was closed due to the wind storms a few weeks ago. Some of the trees [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Visions & Family
4:43am
It’s cold again, with predictions of snow tonight and tomorrow night. [sigh]
["Voices" (Japanese Version) by Yoko Kanno]
[Audio clip: view full post to listen]
This song has a very deep sentimental value to me. The first time I heard it was back in the winter of 1995 when Jon, Tom, Roger, Jacek, and I went [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Summer in June, Visions & Family
10:25pm
["Somewhere In The Silence" by Ilaria Graziano]
Ever since I stumbled on Warre’s Warrior Port back in late 2000, I’ve taken an explicit liking to this elixir. Back in the day, it was one bottle of Port per week. Nowadays, it’s a bottle of Port per season – maybe.
I remember when I was in [...]
Categories: Dreams, Visions & Family
11:52am
I went on DC just now and happened upon a thread titled “I Feel I Don’t Belong Anywhere – Like I’m Different And I’ll Never Find Happiness!” – LINK. My response was spontaneous:
I’ll give you a personal perspective Ms. Depressive Anon. Ever since the start of high school – eg: grade 7 (1992), I [...]
Categories: Sex, Visions & Family
3:03am
["Torch Song" by Yoko Kanno]
Crappers, talk about weeks of procrastination! Well, I finally got into gear, reviewed the storyboards and decided to finish this 2nd demo for our project once and for all. How far did I go? Not far, but I am confident I can have all 15 pages done before [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family
8]
1:52am
Categories: Visions & Family
11:27am
In response to a guy’s trust issues for his girlfriend (LINK), I posted this answer:
Trust is a reinforced feeling of what we give to our partners, to allow ourselves the ease of letting go doubts about what they can choose to do. Trust isn’t something that you can tame by actively doing something. Trust is [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family
4:47am
“We Were Soldiers” is a very good movie. I give it a 10/10 for everything. It didn’t make me cry, but it did make me get watery eyes. I totally recommend it. 8]
Now the more sentimental part of this entry.
I have to find a way to move out of here. [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
10:07am
ROCK ON! Then kick me in the face! KICK IT! It’s that time of the month again for me! Better watch out cuz Detective Li is coming to get you and your little doggy too!
[sigh]
Not drunk yet. Not yet…
^^ Click on the above image to experience HIS GLORIOUS MIGHT! [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
2:16am
Dedicated to the new Me section, I name this post after it.
Over in HK, I got quite a bit of new clothing to add to my rather gray and black wardrobe that I’ve been wearing for the last few years. The only thing before I went to Hong Kong that were lighter, were my [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Visions & Family
1:32pm
Wow, I am so out of it. It’s not 1:32am…
Erm, mhm…
1:34pm
ps: I know it looks like an Egg McMuffin with a blue straw and a tiny pink yoyo beside it, but it’s the thought that counts man… 83
ps2: and I’m sure you won’t hit traffic in Alberta this time, if you come over [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
Continued from PREVIOUS PAGE – click here. I decided to split this entry up into two parts, as the bandwidth was killing me.
^^ There’s something nice and artistic about the blur in this photo. Don’t u agree? 8]
Categories: Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family
2:14am
Please note that it will take me a good two to three hours to upload the photos one by one – very tedious, and try to remember what happened that moment, then string it up to look real perty… [sigh] Oh, and I deleted the previous two entries. Sorry to all the [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family
6:03am
["Arabian Sushi" by Infernal]
As I was putting up the gallery link for the latest pictures at Pat’s place earlier this night, I had this song playing in the background. This is the type of music that make me reminiscent on past-times.
^^ Looking North-Westward. That’s the western side of Cypress Mountain in North Vancouver. [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family
5:04am
["Blue Moon Tidal" by Jam & Spoon feat. Plavka]
As you can see, my sleep schedule is messed up again, but after I get up later today, it’s work-mode for the TBM project. Need to finish and close the conceptual stage today. [sigh]
I’m so thirsty after all that booze I had at Pat’s place [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Visions & Family
1:30pm
So I went for my chest examination today. The receptionist from Dr. Tsang’s office also works at the Radiology place. Pretty cute girl I have to add. I even thought as I waited that she’s a lot more lively there than in the doc’s office. Good that she has colleagues to [...]
Categories: Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
9:56pm
Original article can be found here – LINK.
Ariel/Michelle sent me an email with a few lines that originated from an article by Gobala Krishnan, after reading one of my entries. At first, I wasn’t mindful of the excerpt, but after discussing my dilemma with my mom earlier today and allowing myself to show her [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
1:00am
["Gentle Rays" by Naoshi Mizuta]
What’s up with the influx of constant new entries lately? Haha, just a lot on my mind bottled up for far too long that should be about time to release them.
I was just thinking earlier that I’m not a very ‘good’ person based on societal standards. Of course, people [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
1:58am
Equals to about 27.55979 years – approximately the length of time I’ve been around.
["Horizontal Departure" by Norman Feller]
^^ Western Dyke Trail overlooking the North West into the Georgia Straight – May 16th, 2006 cycling with Pat
I’m sleepy, so this will be short. The summer as with every other season has came and went. [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family
10:25pm
["Univearth" by DJ Krush w/Tetsuro Naito]
It has been about a month and a half since I used a chain of curses, but I wish to vent my bottled up anger here. Living with my parents have always been daunting and quite testing. My dad especially always tests my patience.
Categories: Visions & Family
12:07am
["Expand Your Mind" by No Noise]
Looking through my collection of high-res digital photos of the GVRD depresses me every time. I thought – how beautiful it is in a city from the outside-in, yet how ugly it really is on the inside-out.
["Believe" by Franka Potente]
You know, sometimes when I am at my silliest, I [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Visions & Family
1:15am
["Junigenmukyoku" by Hari Kunihiko]
It’s not every day, nor night, that an individual can learn to revisit their core-self, passed all the poisons of the world. I confess that there are many temptations of every type that have baited and tried luring me to that supposedly shallow pool to cool me off per se. [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
8:15pm
(Ref: to Spongey’s first comment for THIS entry)
Hahahahaha… No, I rather go and pick you up cuz that means I don’t have to go to work. I’ll get come get you, and if you want lunch or a snack/drink, we can go somewhere for that. After I drop you off home, I’ll [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Visions & Family
2:17am
["Numero Deux" by The Dining Rooms]
I finally finished Zipang, after being introduced to it more than two months ago. An excellent alternate historical story based around a Japanese cruiser from the 21st century that got transported back to 1942. The ending sucked, but the movie itself is really good. I give it [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Visions & Family
1:33am
["Sirius 909" by Romolo di Prisco]
I was just thinking that back when I was younger, I wasn’t really a good person – not that I was a bad person, but just not really that great of a person. I mean, now that I look back at it, there were so many things that I [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:16am
["You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony]
A few months after Virginia gave up on me, I heard this song play on the stereo. The lyrics didn’t click until around late August 2000.
All the while you were in front of me I never realized
I just can’t believe I didn’t see it in your eyes
I didn’t [...]
Categories: Dreams, Inspirational, Love Economics, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
12:27am
^^ At Peak 2 – Back to Front: Patrick, Freddy, Isis, Emery, Mike, Leeman (duh!), Albert, Jenny, and Emma. Missing: Lovely and the other guy whom I don’t remember the name to…
If you want a higher resolution version of the picture above, please email/call me and I’ll send it over to you.
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family
1:22am
["Paper Doll" by PM Dawn]
As I have tonight’s glass of De Bortoli, I wanted to reply to Erica’s email from yesterday morning, but due to both my thighs being sore from all the down-hill hike we did Saturday, my mood for replying properly went down to nil. I also had a chance to talk [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
2:24am
Indeed Katsushika Hokusai actually made 36 wood-block prints of Mount Fuji, but this entry isn’t about Mount Fuji in its actuality, nor is it really about Hokusai.
I remember back in Fine Arts 11, I did a presentation on Hokusai. That presentation sucked ass. Looking back on it again and again didn’t justify my [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
…it was never meant to be.
I think, if this was anybody else, they would have been super pissed off. ‘Oddly’, maybe Heaven does really object to ‘this’. Maybe, whatever CT there might be, is hindering my ‘progression’. How convenient to have lost everything by a ’slight’ click of the mouse button. [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Dreams, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
2:15am
A huge fascination of mine since childhood was the idea of super massive blackholes. In my early teens, I even developed my own super long term sci-fi story, that I am still working on today. It’s an ongoing project that I have never mentioned to anyone except to my grade 9 counsellor. [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Visions & Family
1:47pm
People often ask me, “What exactly do you do?”
I usually just say, “I am a designer of sorts.” Actually, that is only partially true. Taken from this forum: LINK – this is what a Creative Director does:
Categories: Visions & Family
1:31am
GALLERY section has been updated. Just go to Gallery, then click on a picture to view the album. If u want to make a comment just click on the “>_
Categories: Visions & Family
11:35pm
So I did make it back alive after all. 8] Yeah I know, but always just in case. I should update my will as soon as my many mosquito stings go away. Going up that 10 kilometre trail was friggin painful. PAINFUL! Up that trail, I carried about 20 [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:42am
["Get Away From You" - Terra De Sol]
As my work files render to 300DPI for tomorrow’s (Thursday) print job, I’ll take this chance to enter tonight’s entry. I contemplated whether to restart my private journals again, as in some way – no, in many ways, I miss those days/nights where I would pour my [...]
Categories: Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:58am
["Bornotto B" - Protogroup]
This will most likely be very weird for most people who stumble here. However, I’ll make an explanation before I enter this. Since I have always believed text and scripted words are primitive in communication, text and words alone can never explain my thoughts. Fortunately, it is myself that [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:27am
["Deep Reflections" - Blended]
I feel so dried-out that I haven’t ridden my bike since Saturday, and haven’t gone to the gym since Friday. [sigh]
So I finally went and cancelled all of my accounts with sites that I joined about two or so months ago. No, not porn sites. You know what? [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Love Economics, Visions & Family
1:41am
["Stronger" - Sugababes]
It’s time I go back to being myself after such a long a tedious journey. If you’re wondering, it’s not that I wasn’t myself, it’s just that I lost something along the way. It’s numbing to live like this. It was even more frustrating to be unable to find what [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
2:12am
["Toki No Tabiji" - DJ Krush, ft. Inden]
Mr. Krush never cease to churn out some raging orgasmic sounds from his machines.
So an update on my stuff. How boring. [thumb up] Got off my day job at 4pm, went home, touched up on some of the decals I was working on for [censored]. [...]
Categories: Bunches Of Oats, Sports & Traveling, Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
["Infinity" - Vargo]
I think I am hopelessly lost in the realm of intimate emotions. I wasn’t willing to let go and this is where it got me. I thought I would be stronger than this, but as I was wandering around in SWG, I felt that there is indeed a ‘pool of acid’ [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sex, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
11:35pm
I’ve been tricked! Upon closer inspection, this is 4 litres of Dairy Glen milk! [waves fist] It tastes a lot better than Lucerne though. Lucerne milk tastes like a cow just gave birth and some of its birth-juices/slime somehow got mixed in with its milk. If you’re wondering how I [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
12:50am
["Structure Two" - Phoenelai (LINK)]
This song sounds like one of my older ones. You know? I wish I can go back to tracking music. I think it would make me be a bit happier. It might even help me release some of my ‘hidden’ anger.
I spent the day out with Albert [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family
3:02am
["Gate Crashers @ 56:00" (CD2)]
The single memory I remember from when I was a bit more than a year was lying in between my mom and my dad in bed at night. I was awake for some reason and the entire room flashed. I looked toward the window, through the separation of the [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Sports & Traveling, Tea Girl, Visions & Family
3:17am
["Kirara" by Eitetsu Hayashi & Kaoru Wada]
This song doesn’t really suit my mood at the moment, but I put it on to help create a nostalgic feeling. Unfortunately, it’s not working. This is probably due to the spicy ginger ice-cream I am eating right now. It’s interesting really. Would I buy [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
3:27am
["Like Prana" by Afterlife]
Gorgeous beats, as usual… 8] Come on, if you go through my musical selection, I have THE BEST selection of house, jazz, and ambient trip hop. [sigh] I miss my company days… Those nights, sipping First Estate Taylor Fladgate Port, chilling on the couch, sampling some of [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Visions & Family
11:14pm
["ChillHouse Mix 2 (CD1)" - Cafe Del Mar]
Very delicious beats. 8]
The FTX team is on high-gear at the moment. A dozen emails has been passed back and forth since yesterday. Benny and Jason will be coming over to my place tomorrow evening to plug the PHP calls into the FTX UI. [...]
Categories: Fuzzy Things, Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:27am
["Voices" by Yoko Kanno]
The last few weeks has been quite productive. The last of the FTX UI is under way. I feel tired. It’s about time the FTX project comes to a close. After dawdling (on my end) since September 2005, I believe that my production criteria for the past few [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
11:54pm
[Listening "Can't Take My Eyes Off You" by Lauren Hill]
Stuck at home at 5 minutes before midnight. What’s tomorrow? Saturday the 6th. May 6th… What was I doing May 6th of last year?
Yeah… I need a beer.
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
2:02am
Oops, almost typed “cu/\/t” instead of “kind”. 8]
Did you know that I never swore/cursed this much before shit started between Meow and I? Ah, I have to try to revert back. Hmm… Maybe not revert back, but change the ‘bad’ stuff. Did you know, even when Jessica was super pissed [...]
Categories: Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
11:23pm
Categories: Inspirational, Love Economics, Sex, Summer in June, Tea Girl, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:19am
["Time Is The Healer (Armin Van Buuren Remix)" - Riva]
Another day passes, and another day starts. ‘Time’ is moving so fast. Yet not at the same time. Almost like an oxymoron eh?
I’ve been meaning to enter a new entry for the last couple of days, but things got way out of hand [...]
Categories: Visions & Family
2:40am
(Listening “Free” by Sarah Brightman)
This weekend was extra extra slow for some reason. The two weeks before that was zooming fast. Then it abruptly slowed down to a near-standstill. The hours drifted by as if the hourglass of life floated into zero gravity space, and the sands of ‘time’ hovered and bounced [...]
Categories: Inspirational, Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
2:46am
(Listening to a song by Andy Lau – still don’t know the name to it damn it)
WinRar finally finished compressing and splitting Cindy’s massive 2.2 gig folder up into five 420 meg files. Well, I mean it finished about 1.5 hours ago.
I was just updating my web site – NexusColony.com – finally closed the [...]
Categories: Love Economics, Visions & Family, Why Is The Moon?
1:57am
(Playing “Beyond Raging Waves (With Shinichi Kinoshita)” by DJ Krush)
I like this one particular piece from DJ Krush. I don’t want to explain why though. Let’s just say, it reminds me of my duties now with help from the past.
As you can see, I changed a few things. If you go to [...]
Categories: Visions & Family