Rejection

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This creature is known as a “Pong” because I’ve been trying to sleep most of the morning with little success and cannot think up a better name than “Dangok”. 8P

Which also means, I skipped work today because around 6:30 this morning, I suddenly woke up to a very painful stomach ache and spent a good two hours trying to clear that up on top of the two hours I tried to go back to sleep, shivering from the cold, which mind boggled me. I could not figure out why I was so cold.

So I had a dream this morning, as I finally fell back asleep and I think it’s good to document it because it stood out… Not that most of my dreams don’t stand out vividly, but well…

The dream was way longer and more detailed than this, but basically, I was on a beach at a pine forest cove. I was with a girl of Asian-ethnicity. She had long wavy black hair, a strong sure-look combined with a feminine personality and on the surface, she did not look suitable for me coinciding social protocols and standards. Beyond the surface, we connected in a mature and lovable way.

There was also another girl on the beach, some ways off to the side. She had shorter hair, a cute round face, more petite and less curvy and her personality was quirky. For some reason, I rejected the first girl and went after this one.

As my dream ‘washed away’ my past, that second girl took me onto another journey. Yet, at the back of my mind, I felt as though I gave up a lot to go with someone or something that may not actually be what I really want.

On the surface, this dream may seem like it is talking about women, but I feel it represents much more than that.

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