Thoughtful Nutmeg

There isn’t much that inspires me these days, let alone motivate me, but I keep going regardless. Amber and I very recently had a conversation about the fear of getting through all the things one … Inspiring the heartRead more

I once laughed at these words when Cindy repeated to me what Nelson said to her about himself all those years ago. He said to her: “I am a lover. Not a fighter.” At the … The Fighter Or The LoverRead more

Tune: “Stall Out” by Mutemath Drink: Bombay Sapphire Gin Mood: Upset, but holding it together quite calmly [audio:stallout_mm.mp3] Patrick often puts up motivational quotes on his Facebook. He also follows other photographers, models, designers and … Words of encouragementRead more

Tune: “Sun + Moon = Tomorrow” by Ivana Santilli Drink: Bombay Sapphire Gin Mood: Worried but calm [audio:Ivana-Santilli_Sun-Moon-Tomorrow.mp3] Lately, I’ve been getting glimpses of long lost emotions that resurface for roughly 5 seconds and disappear. … Where the wind takes meRead more

Tune: “Pagan Poetry” by Bjork Drink: Bombay Sapphire Gin Mood: Sleepy [audio:PaganPoetry.mp3] Not too long ago, Amber and I got into an argument in which she felt I was trying to mold her into my … Pedaling through the dark currentsRead more

Tune: “La Joie De La Vie (Paronator Mix)” by Denis Melody Shohina Drink: Oasis Orange Juice Mood: A bit tired [audio:LJDLV_paronatorremix.mp3] There are parts of this tune that I don’t like, but I’ve been listening … Simple BreadRead more

Drink: Cruzen aged rum on the rocks Mood: Sleepy and very massively stressed I am actually not very good at dealing with stress. Some people think I do, but what they don’t realize is that … Overbearing, yet not temporaryRead more

One of the things I enjoy doing is reminiscent on places I’ve been in the past by looking at that place from a different place. For example, I used to go to Playdium Lounge inside … I once was thereRead more

Updated Jan 6th, 2012: The old entries have been merged with the new blog, so I don’t have to create two totally different blogs just to contain the old ones. As you have noticed, the … Come UndoneRead more

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into? Even though I was thinking more along the lines of Ravenclaw, but according to this test, I was only 2 points off from them. Your in-depth results … I am HufflepuffRead more

A long time ago, I made a list of things I’m attracted to in women. I think it’s about time I remade and revised that list. I think this is also gives an idea to … Who I am attracted toRead more

Tune: “Halo” by Beyonce Drink: Honey Tea Mood: Mixed, but passionate and somewhat enlightened [audio:Beyonce_-_Halo.mp3] A long time ago, an ex intimate companion told me she met a guy who told her that he’s not … I crown myself incompetentRead more

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Dear dad… The earliest memory I have of you is when I slept between you and mom. Edmond was not born yet. That means I was two years old or younger. That night, lightning and … Dear…Read more

Tune: “Dying Away” by Alexandre Desplat Drink: Painted Turtle Shiraz [audio:22-alexandre_desplat-dying_away.mp3] Just a bit passed 32 years. I am going to share a secret I have not told anyone. Patrick hates that I start sobbing … The Curious Case of Benjamin ButtonRead more

It’s hard to stay motivated when there aren’t much to look forward to. I’m not really money driven. I’ve always looked at money as a secondary thing, even if it’s important. Staying motivated means my … MotivatedRead more

Lately, I’ve been having dreams of past flings and the ‘metaphors’ along with them. The other night, I dreamed that there were two girls in my life. One of which was apparently my girlfriend and … Into the wildRead more

Men are simple creatures. Some of us may have layers and layers of thoughts that may seem ‘complicated’ for most people, but ultimately, our needs are simple. I happened upon this Yahoo Answers question about … The cake we can’t eatRead more

…but no one is around and of course, I didn’t call anyone. The only person I’ve known… Actually no never mind. Laura, you can ask me later when I finally come out of my hermit … I need a friend tonight…Read more

Tune: “Change” by Deftones Drink: Bombay Sapphire Mood: Reflective [audio:d_change.mp3] One of my favorite songs. Dry gin straight tastes way better by itself. I feel a tad bit sad that I’ve already drank more than … Numbling IndifferentlyRead more

…when no one comments on my blog entries anymore? It’s easy. I actually get about 150,000 unique hits per month on average. You may wonder how I am doing that without any ads. Well, I … Why do I keep going…Read more

Tune: “Goodbye My Master” by Yoko Kanno Drink: Bombay Sapphire Dry Gin on ice Mood: Reflective [audio:Good_Bye_My_Master.mp3] Not too long ago, Patrick brought up that he feels that society makes people choose what they think … The FlowRead more

About a week and a half ago, I got into another argument with Amber which resulted in her thinking that I thought she was dumb and that I thought I had a “special way of … Uh, what?Read more

[yt]3YN2lsrWN34[/yt] I absolutely adore this song. Amber introduced me to it today. It has a certain 1980’s feel to it. We can remember swimming in December. Heading for the city lights in 1975. We share … Empire of the SunRead more

Tune: “Water Shows A Hidden Heart by Enya Drink: Benromach single malt whiskey Mood: A little sad [audio:watershowsahiddenheart.mp3] Over the years, I’ve told Jon that I do not regret anything, then later on, I told … No regretsRead more

Tune: “Need to feel love” by Reflekt Drink: Kiwi Strawberry juice Mood: Horny [audio:Reflekt_-_Need_To_Feel_Loved.mp3] I’ve been meaning to post this up a long time ago, years ago actually, but here’s my chance… If you’re a … Deciding for herRead more

Tune: “Change Your Mind” by Sunlounger, featuring Kyler England Mood: the usual Drink: Paarl Cape Tawny Port [audio:Sunlounger_-_Change_Your_Mind.mp3] I was just telling Amber the starting of a ‘story’, but really hesitated because she was in … It feels so nearRead more

This is what I just entered at Facebook: The ‘problem’ with Facebook is that I want to get rid of myself, so I can start speaking my mind again without people getting worried what others … Flesh and boneRead more