Thoughtful Nutmeg

Power, status and confidence.

“Follow me if I advance. Kill me if I retreat. Avenge me if I die.” -ccap2521

It would be horrible of me if I retract my words now, because I always do that. I want to reach out, but then end up deleting them. I’ve reached out to someone, but right … A glass of wine every nightRead more

Suddenly, you realize that was it, that was just it and you wake up.

I know my site looks unfinished. I’m getting to that. There are a ton of stuff to do. However, before I get to that, I want to thank my friends for an awesome, laid-back week … Cardboard flavored Ginger TeaRead more

Friendship, at the lowest resonating label is my great gift. I believe in humanity above all else. It is humanity that make things happen. All other aspects make up the unknown. It is too bold … My greatest giftRead more

…say it to me, because I will be able to comprehend it. I will probably even be able to reflect on it. [audio:Radiohead_-_Creep.mp3] One of my favorite tunes. “Creep” by Radiohead. My mind, my heart … When you have something to say…Read more

Last night, I had one too many, though it wasn’t that bad actually. After the club, Pat and I went to #9. Adam came later. I got home just after 2:30am. I apparently crashed in … What I needRead more

(x) smoked A cigarette (_) crashed a friend’s car (_) stolen a car (x) been in love (_) been dumped (_) shoplifted (_) been fired (x) smoked pot (x) been in a fist fight (x) … Uselessly FunRead more

In the less than an hour of continued sleep after I dropped my dad off to work, I dreamed that I was going from my home to a place that resembled Simon Fraser University to … Samsonite SexRead more

Now before anyone develops their own particulars, I will point out that I’ve been thinking about this for a long long long time and this entry takes on the objective perspective of that. There is … Being AttractiveRead more

Often I wonder if all I have to do is try harder. Often I wonder if all I have to do is pick up the phone or maybe, even just drive over and grab her … Rhetoric IRead more

Actually, it’s 8 degrees Celsius right now. Amazing right? If you’ve noticed, I merged my old blog with this one and took out quite a bit of crap from that old blog. Mainly the miscellaneous … Welcome to my PANTS!Read more

This creature is known as a “Pong” because I’ve been trying to sleep most of the morning with little success and cannot think up a better name than “Dangok”. 8P Which also means, I skipped … RejectionRead more

I almost walked out of my office today quitting my job. What I found frustrating about my job in the last few years is that my boss, though a nice lady, doesn’t actually listen. She … LameRead more

As per my message to Spongey yesterday, all of my entries for the month of October will showcase an entry header picture of my Spore Creature Creations. This image here is of an ancient creature … Lost MeaningRead more

…you can hear, see, feel what I hear, see and feel. Obviously, who really knows how to respond to entries like this? At one time, it was almost nice to have a student actually listen … I wish…Read more

So I start this journal entry with a bottle of Bacardi Rum, aged 8 years. The picture here is of two sake cups, filled with this rum. I toast Melvin for wherever he may be, … Bacardi Rum, Aged 8 Years (original)Read more

So I start this journal entry with a bottle of Bacardi Rum, aged 8 years. The picture here is of two sake cups, filled with this rum. I toast Melvin for wherever he may be, … Bacardi Rum, Aged 8 YearsRead more

I find it difficult to live in a world where there is an ‘intricate’ and unnecessary complication in the network of people. For example, I ‘smoke-up’ every now and then – once or twice a … The Epic FoolRead more

I have had at least one other entry with the same name in version 1 of my blog. I actually miss that version of my blog. It was when I was filling it up with … PulseRead more

There are certain feelings I will never have back. It is not a matter of trying. Lately, I’ve been spending quite some time with one of my friends. I’ve noticed that we have some similarities … Outside, Peering inRead more

For as long I’ve become more in-tuned with the universe, I’ve found myself aligned with a living metaphor. I do feel what this force feels. Metaphorically, living is both heaven and hell and all that … Great Prince of HellRead more

Ironhorse Sonic 02 fs/ht Mountain bike (2002) – June 23rd, 2003: has clocked roughly 5500 km Trek Equinox 5 Tri/Road bike (2007) – June 9th, 2009: has clocked roughly 350 kilometres so far About a … My BabiesRead more

I have to admit, I am a little superstitious. My mom asks me from time to time, “Do you have hope for [insert things here]?” and I find that I cannot bring myself to serve … Stray CatRead more

Sorry, I would have entered something earlier but I needed to clear my mind of excess. I found the summer to be slightly warmer, but things have become colder for me on the inside. Of … What about my star?Read more

The feeling is mutual. Wherever you go, where your eyes set its gaze, no doubt, you will feel that certain irregular pulse somewhere in your body. Do you mistake that as some minor physical ailment? … Tragically, I AwokeRead more

11:56pm Now with my ego aside and a lot less blunt, there are a lot of things that I can look forward to. I just wish that I wasn’t a part of it. This is … MasqueradeRead more