Thoughtful Nutmeg

2:32am A couple of nights ago, Albert, Jenny and I went to Denny’s after Albert gave us a nice tour around his new office in downtown. Albert noticed that something had recently changed with me. … StoriesRead more

2:38am Tune: “Lost Friend” by Dolce Triade [audio:10-lost-friend.mp3] Maybe I am oblivious to the common emotion that a lot of people feel if a said truth were to appear before them. Most people that say … Personal TruthRead more

3:41am An influx of entries this morning. Lots on my mind. The first is about unity before we can venture into space. The second one is about being judgmental and opinionated followed by religious absurdity, … Carry Me AwayRead more

9:30pm Tune: “Diamond Crevice” by Yoko Kanno, Sung by May’n (Sheryl Nome) Of course, there is a lot I wish to see with these eyes of mine. There are a lot of things I won’t … The Stars Sparkle InfinitelyRead more

4:37am Tune: “Ignited (Piano Version)” by Toshihiko Sahashi Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve However, to finish my bottle of Warre’s Warrior Port, I’ll have to keep entering some extra lingering thoughts before I really retire … IgnitedRead more

4:25am Tune: “Aimo” by Yoko Kanno, sung by Nakajima Megumi Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve [audio:aimo.mp3] If I were to ever end this blog site, I would say something along these lines: The last X … Old ImagesRead more

8:53pm Lily recently sent a request for me to do another Scientific Personality Test which scored the following result: Your Score: INTJ -The Mastermind You scored 9% I to E, 42% N to S, 64% … The MastermindRead more

3:04am I was just laughing at a realization I came upon a few moments ago that if I didn’t have my friends and I didn’t have these responsibilities, I would be a very sick alcoholic … The Hidden AlcoholicRead more

2:50am A couple of days ago after I entered the previous entry, I thought and felt as if I was writing a letter to myself. Rather, maybe I was writing these thoughts down in case … Imperial PrincessRead more

11:55pm I was just relaxing and holed out up in here for the entire day thinking about various things. Of course, I also engaged in some MSNing and phone conversations for work and watched roughly … BoyhoodRead more

9:24pm Tune: “Je Te Rends Ton Amour” by Mylene Farmer Drink: Yellowtail Shiraz & Orange/Malibu mix Yes, I am trying to induce it but I’m having rotten luck. About an hour and a half ago, … Stand Alone Complex IIRead more

6:16pm Sincerity is nice and honored. However, when I posted an ad on Craigslist for a female companion in the form of pure platonic friendship, I did not expect anything further to form from friendship. … Ulterior MotivesRead more

4:12am My sleep schedule, as always, is screwed up. I went to bed around 7:30pm and got up finally at 3am. In between, I woke up once. So there were two dreams I had that … Taking Things For GrantedRead more

6:31am Sounds pretty obvious eh? I’m not much for sitting on a couch and watching sports that go around in circles like sports car racing, or ball games where the ball is being passed around. … Full Speed AheadRead more

2:38am There are a lot of things I would like to try. I continue to try to see if I can do some of those things, but something inside here [points to my chest] stops … Vision Without Action is a DaydreamRead more

8:35am Tune: “Nocturne” by Secret Garden Drink: Ginseng Tea I once saw a photo of a nude woman suspended in an ocean. I wanted to purchase that framed photo, but at the time, $180 US … Twilight MemoriesRead more

11:49pm Tune: “Sarabande Suite (Aeternae)” by Globus Drink: Paarl Ruby Port I had a vision, where I was completely clad in plate armour and I had a claymore drawn towards the sky. Then in one … A Voice Like YoursRead more

10:44pm Just spent the last 2 hours trying to get 3 images to print. Let’s just say, it wasn’t successfully clear. So after installing HP’s printer drivers on my lapdog, and ‘porting’ the HTML from … Bloody DeliciousRead more

1:24pm Vanilla Sky was a really good movie with a really sad undertone. I’ve had thoughts about that, even before I watched that movie. [thinks a bit] Imagine that eh? Originally, this entry was made … Vanilla SkyRead more

6:03am Tune: “Preliator” by Globus Typing/writing while having some song blast in the background isn’t quite the same as when reading the same entry, because one tend to concentrate less on the words of the … All That Glitters, Is Not GoldRead more

6:24am “Damn it Jim! I’m a miracle worker! Not a doctor!” Were the words of Jon during one of our nightly role playing games back in the days. [laughs] Tune: “Pulse” by Yoko Kanno Drink: … A View I Haven’t SeenRead more

11:44am Tune: “Kokoro no Kakera” by Hirasawa Hiroko (Tanaka Ryouko) Mood: Friggin aching every where Drink: Warm honey water NO MORE WINE tonight. A couple of days ago, someone emailed me with her relationship-related problems. … Sugary WaterRead more

4:27am Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port On Friday, I bought two bottles of Port. The first one is Taylor Fladgate Special Reserve and the other, Fonseca Bin 27 Port. … Shallow LifeRead more

5:15am Tune: “Power of Sound” by Ace I have to wake up at 11am today for work, so I have to keep this short. I’ve been listening to this track on and off for a … Glossy MemoriesRead more

4:03am Tune: “I Do” by Ilaria Graziano Mood: Sexy, haha, no Drink: Tropicana Orange Juice w/Pulp (Mmm yummy) Last night, Elyssa called me while I was in an online conference call, and hastily told her … Stand Alone ComplexRead more

1:24am To celebrate Michelle’s new entry, titled “Unconditional Love“, and also after I read my own entry and felt that it wasn’t really saying what I wanted to say. At least, the entry was all … Half Satisfied, Or Lonely Forever (revised)Read more

11:47pm Tune: “Hishoku no Sora” by Kawada Mami Drink: Taylor Fladgate Fine White Port [audio:23-reveil.mp3] When shit happens, do you let it bring you down? Of course, it’s natural to succumb to it negatively, but … Full Of UncertaintyRead more

4:23pm Since this weekend is the ONLY two day weekend break I am having since many eons ago, I decided to look through MyOpera and found this on Aneeqa‘s page called “A Play On Words”. … Holy Crunchy Nuts Batman!Read more

11:41pm Tonight’s meeting with Razor was pretty long, but tis all good. Got a bunch of little stuff done. Damn lapdog needs more ram! There goes another $120. If you can stay away from Vista, … Carefree, Flawed, & BeautifulRead more