Lately, I’ve been having dreams of past flings and the ‘metaphors’ along with them. The other night, I dreamed that there were two girls in my life. One of which was apparently my girlfriend and the other was a friend with benefits. Also, one of my closer female friends apparently also knew about my friend with benefits and she explained to one of our mutual guy friends what I was up to and stuff.
It was a ‘strange’ dream.
This brought me to remind myself of my past intimate relationships and realized that what I felt back then was obviously just pain and suffering. It was raw expression. Now that I think about it, what I could have done was celebrate the good things that happened and try to move away from the bad things. Harder said than done of course, but if I had been able to do that, I think my overall outlook in life would have been much more inspiring.