Full of Uncertainty, retake

This is directed to Patrick – you once commented on one of my entries titled “Full of Uncertainty“, dated September 13th, 2007. You said:

Ah… I remember the time when we ran into all those dead-ends, wrong turns, and difficult terrains but you know what? I kinda hoped that would happen because where’s the fun without any obstacles and challenges eh? My friend Adam said this to me before he left to join the Army, “The most interesting people are those who take the longest to figure out what they want to do in their lives” =)

“There are many paths in life, all leading every which way. At times it may be too dark to see the paths, or we may choose a path that says no entry. However the paths we choose make for the people that we are. Without these walks in life we get bored, tired and stagnant. We lose that spark that every human being has, that light, that life. Be who you want to be, walk where you want to walk, love who you want to love, and make life what you want to make it.” – Samantha L.

So what the hell happened between then and now?

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DJ Aperture
DJ Aperture
2010-02-09 11:17 pm

I think the difference was I was a bit younger, I had a lot less pressure living without my parents, and I was working full-time in a job that was easy & repetitive. I was always full of uncertainty and fear inside but I never showed it because I wanted to prove to myself that I can do it and when I succeed it just feels sooooo good. Remember how I told you that I’m like a roller coaster and the last time I had a huge blow-up was in Japan? Well, I guess I had my blow-up a couple… Read more »

2010-02-09 11:30 pm

Well first of all Pat, I hope you know if sometimes my words come across as ‘blunt’ and ‘harsh’, it’s not meant to hurt you. It is meant for me to share my feelings with you. Second, like Jason Ding, I want to understand you. That’s why I ask you questions, even ones you get mad about. Growing up, I learned to communicate my thoughts and feelings. You told me reading my blogs, it feels as though I have a lot on my mind and I say a crap load. It comes with practice. Third, I know you worry about… Read more »