[“Come Back To Me” by Vanessa Hudgen]
You have no idea how much effort it took me to type tjis. My gosh. Yeah, the last time I was nearly drink was May 2005. The funny thing is that I am aware enough, but I acan;t type properly. Wow. Will I delet this when i see it? Maube.
What made this more depressing is that my friends remembered my birthday. Every year – day in, day out, I never thought of celebrating it. It’s depressing because I did once in my lifetime at least one, thought I could disappear. Ed, Albert, Jenny, Laura, pat, wouldn’t let me have more, but to enter the rest of my thoughts, I need more.
[goes downstairs for glass]
I told myself that i will never have more hard liquor, but… Honestly, I feel emotionally in pain all the time. I can;t compare with many people and I feel saddened, but these are the only emotions I know and can feel.
[pours myself a shot of Warre’s Warrior Port]
It’s nice and was a total surpise that my family ememberned…/ Re,e, Re,e Remembered. [chucles] Its’ nice, it really is.
I can’t complete. Thank you…