Thoughtful Nutmeg

Beyond me


    I fell asleep on a late night train
    I missed my stop and I went round again
    Why would I wanna see you now?
    To fix it up, make it up somehow

    Baby I’ll try again, try again
    Baby I die every night, every time

    What I was isn’t what I am
    I’d change back but I don’t know if I can

    Still I’ll try, try again, try again
    Baby I die every night, every time

    But I was made the way I am
    I’m not a stone; I’m just a man
    Lay down your arms and I will lay down mine
    Reap back the time that we’ve been wasting

    God I wish you could see me now
    You’d pick me up and you’d sort me out

    Baby I’ll try again, try again
    Baby I die every night, every time

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Leemanism is about my views, my thoughts, and my feelings with as little filtering as possible. These concepts are not reflected in the people I value and are associated with. People who accept me, adhere to the parts where we are compatible and tolerate the parts where we are not. So however people perceive me to be, ultimately it obviously doesn't mean the friends I mention in this blog are the same as me. It means it's possible they are similar or the same, as well as different than me. It is highly unusual for people to be completely compatible with each other.

With that out of the way, and to make things clear, I never said I am a good person, nor am I trying to be one, though I would rather live with the empathetic than with the cruel. I would not deliberately do harm. I rather stand up against injustice than to pretend it doesn't exist. However, I understand consequences. The police is there to enforce the law, but not deter crimes from happening. Which means people must do what they must do to protect themselves, before the law of the land takes over and even then, the law of the land isn't there to protect you. It's there to protect the general consensus. Even if you may be right, society may deem you wrong - even most of your friends may side with society, than protect you. The law will almost always side with society.

We are few. Stay safe. (•̀ᵥᵥ•́)