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4:47am

[“Like That” by (can someone tell me the musician?)]

(Ref: to my last entry)

But sometimes, I can’t help but do it anyway. [laughs maniacally] It just goes to show that some old and bad habits are really damn hard to brush aside. 8]

However, I should still be more careful. Even when I didn’t intentionally do it (most of the time, hard to believe? well, believe me anyway), sometimes unfortunately, I still do manage to hurt those that I did not want to. [sigh]

What prompted for this massively late night/early morning entry? Well, someone sent me a photo of herself through email and I dinged her for something I saw in that one picture. Sometimes… No, actually, most of the time, I really amaze myself. That is, in terms of reading people. Must be my mom’s serpent-like intuition and my dad’s super sharp perception. The problem with my mom and dad is that they are both way too passive.

[ponders]

Sleep.

4:48am

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Leemanism is about my views, my thoughts, and my feelings with as little filtering as possible. These concepts are not reflected in the people I value and are associated with. People who accept me, adhere to the parts where we are compatible and tolerate the parts where we are not. So however people perceive me to be, ultimately it obviously doesn't mean the friends I mention in this blog are the same as me. It means it's possible they are similar or the same, as well as different than me. It is highly unusual for people to be completely compatible with each other.

With that out of the way, and to make things clear, I never said I am a good person, nor am I trying to be one, though I would rather live with the empathetic than with the cruel. I would not deliberately do harm. I rather stand up against injustice than to pretend it doesn't exist. However, I understand consequences. The police is there to enforce the law, but not deter crimes from happening. Which means people must do what they must do to protect themselves, before the law of the land takes over and even then, the law of the land isn't there to protect you. It's there to protect the general consensus. Even if you may be right, society may deem you wrong - even most of your friends may side with society, than protect you. The law will almost always side with society.

We are few. Stay safe. (•̀ᵥᵥ•́)