Thoughtful Nutmeg

Carefree, Flawed, & Beautiful


Tonight’s meeting with Razor was pretty long, but tis all good. Got a bunch of little stuff done. Damn lapdog needs more ram! There goes another $120. If you can stay away from Vista, please do. Unless you’re a Mac-type user who likes the shininess and cute-things, then go right ahead and get Vista. [sighs]

Bad choice on my part really. I should have known better.

Anyway, I was going through Viv’s profile and came across her About Me. She has “Loving, carefree, flawed, beautiful.” – coupled with this song called “Halfway Through The City” by Masia One (listen below), I couldn’t help but smile after I read that. The key words being “flawed” and “beautiful” in the same sentence.

People often and usually put up a blurb about themselves – their interests, and their work, etc, etc, and others use some form of wit and charm to describe their persona. However, I really like Viv’s description of herself. It’s to the point, clear, and sexy. To describe oneself as flawed and beautiful coinciding the ‘limited’ reading of what I think she is like, she’s someone I can really adore.

For those with a tight ignorance, to adore someone of the opposite gender does not necessarily translate to being in love with her . It’s like a connoisseur of fine wines, or in this case, a fine lady.


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Leemanism is about my views, my thoughts, and my feelings with as little filtering as possible. These concepts are not reflected in the people I value and are associated with. People who accept me, adhere to the parts where we are compatible and tolerate the parts where we are not. So however people perceive me to be, ultimately it obviously doesn't mean the friends I mention in this blog are the same as me. It means it's possible they are similar or the same, as well as different than me. It is highly unusual for people to be completely compatible with each other.

With that out of the way, and to make things clear, I never said I am a good person, nor am I trying to be one, though I would rather live with the empathetic than with the cruel. I would not deliberately do harm. I rather stand up against injustice than to pretend it doesn't exist. However, I understand consequences. The police is there to enforce the law, but not deter crimes from happening. Which means people must do what they must do to protect themselves, before the law of the land takes over and even then, the law of the land isn't there to protect you. It's there to protect the general consensus. Even if you may be right, society may deem you wrong - even most of your friends may side with society, than protect you. The law will almost always side with society.

We are few. Stay safe. (•̀ᵥᵥ•́)