A couple of nights ago, I had a dream where I was finally able to reach Virginia via phone calls. It had been a reoccurring nightmare for a few years after we stopped seeing each other in 2000 that every time I tried calling her, I would dial the wrong number or she would pick up and there was static noise or it was very short. This time, I called her multiple times and every time, it reached her and we talked for a long time in each of the calls.
I could not for the life of me understand why this ‘positive’ dream happened now. There is nothing I can relate to that is internal. There is also no one I can relate it to externally.
On that same note, I also had a dream that I kissed Vanessa last night. Mind you, that’s just a dream and again, I cannot relate that to anything. Dreams are usually metaphors of something else. I feel I needed to explain that for clarification, even though I ‘shouldn’t’ have to. /sigh