In the scheme of things

2010-03-13

Mood: Settling
Drink: A glass of Black Opal Shiraz would be nice right about now
Tune: “Samba é Amor” by Bebel Gilberto

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And of course, I forgot where I stood in all things. I forgot who I am within the confines of a particular subject. When I remember, everything settles in again. It’s not often things get unsettled. In fact, I don’t recall a time when things ever became unsettled.

Earlier, I asked myself, “Who am I to question and to demand?” In the scheme of things, I am a nobody. I am a play-piece. ‘Karma’ has hit me square in the jaw – the chess player becomes the chess piece. Which? I would like to say I was the perceptive Knight that became the useless King and now, the Knight without his steed. So a Pawn. Let me make my way to the end and grab myself a Queen.

Idiotic.

This reasoning will allow me to sleep better at night.

Leeman The Lesser Of The Eight Evils

2006-05-24

Let’s go back to the start

2011-04-30

pocketofdrums on Plowing the Magnolia Fields: “The reverse was true for me. I wanted a relationship with someone twice my age but he told me I…”
DotDotDot on Plowing the Magnolia Fields: “Marlene is a kid in adult clothing. We’ve all seen them. They go on their tippy toes in front of…”
BestingBess on Plowing the Magnolia Fields: “Don’t make it a habit keeping toxic friendships. Don’t make excuses for them. That age issue she has with you…”
Hal-9001 on Plowing the Magnolia Fields: “Li.. what have you gotten yourself into? She sounds like a gas lighting cunt. What happened to your don’t-take-any-shit attitude!…”
Amber on Age Prejudice: “When you mentioned this earlier to me, before you typed up your post, you mentioned that some of the commenters…”
Hal-9001 on Flickered Light: “Isn’t this the same woman who borrowed money from you to buy a dress and returned it the next day…”
Hal-9001 on Agata’s Silhouette: “Agata sounds like a cool cat. By the way your blog seems lighter. Did you remove some blog posts?”
Hal-9001 on Flaked Out: “Amber is sweetness incarnate. You keep her and never let her go!”
Ericthered on The Thoughtful Nutmeg: “Loved your story,all the time reading it it brought back memories.The only one thing I want to say is something…”
Li on Reminiscing Sexy Fun Times: “From the way I remembered it, I was too young for you. 😉 I didn’t even know you were 19…”
Leemanism on I might go blind: “I hope so too. Otherwise, I will never be able to read your hilarious FB adventures ever again. ^_^”
Craig Whittinghill on I might go blind: “I hope this doesn’t happen to you.”
Leemanism on Not done yet: “Thank you. ^_^”
Craig Whittinghill on Not done yet: “I sincerely hope that this all passes and that you and Amber have a long and exciting life together. Take…”
leemanism on What makes a hero?: “Sorry for the late response. My blog didn’t send me a notification. As for your comment, you were the one…”
JD on What makes a hero?: “Lee, I think we had a conversation about this long time ago. Do you remember talking about a graphic novel…”
Lee on But you didn’t: “My eyes get watery every time I look through this story.”
BestingBess on Reminiscing Sexy Fun Times: “Sometimes I wonder if I accepted your fuck buddy request what would become of it. Would I just be another…”
Lee on The heavens play me like a fish: “Though I’m late in responding to my own post, fortunately, Uncle Dick did manage to take me to Germany back…”
Leemanism on 1945: “She is doing much better, but she is going in for surgery next Wednesday to fix a problem inside her…”

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