Thoughtful Nutmeg

Ulterior Motives


Sincerity is nice and honored. However, when I posted an ad on Craigslist for a female companion in the form of pure platonic friendship, I did not expect anything further to form from friendship. Rather, I did not use the friendship ad to alternatively seek out a girlfriend or possible sexual relationship of sorts. From my post, I am sure I made it quite clear as to what I was looking for. Alas it wasn’t the case. It seems that the W4M and M4W section are truly for people with hidden motives, or rather, no-so-hidden motives.

I will confess that I am a horny perverted 29 year old but that doesn’t mean that I am insincere in accepting sincere friendships. I go through a few dozen ads on Craigslist in the W4M section of the Platonic section and reply to some of those ads, but I only receive responses once for every five or six emails I sent out. Like my stance in people asking for help at forums and friends and family asking for help, I always give a response. I remember Albert once remarked that no matter how ridiculous or how miniscule a question or comment may be, I seem to respond to 99% of the things asked of me.

It is true that none of those ad posters owe anyone answers, but in my point of view, the most common gratitude is to respond with a simple “No, I am actually looking for some white dude who will fill in the role of friend, but in reality I am actually secretly looking for a fuck buddy or boyfriend.”


How hard is that?

Recently, a thread was created at a gaming site ‘dedicated’ to me. I thought it was quite amusing but fortunately, the thread discussion was quite mature. You can read about it HERE. There is a misinterpretation of my real intention versus what some people perceived my words as. I remember Michelle once tried to knock some sense into me awhile back about not changing the way I am just because a few people can’t seem to get it through their thick skulls in learning for themselves, etc. Something like that.

Anyway, reason why I brought this up is because of my simple stance on sincerity. Either you do what you wish to do to achieve what you want to achieve, or you simply say what you want to do but in reality, never achieve doing it because your real motive is to meet the desire of initiation rather than action.

Also, I am buzzed with Chavez and would like to take the time to tell Mark, Michelle’s hubby that you have one very delicious wife, but I say that sincerely and with no ulterior motive. ^_^

Hahahahaha… I crack myself up sometimes. I should marry myself, but I don’t want to give head to myself.




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Leemanism is about my views, my thoughts, and my feelings with as little filtering as possible. These concepts are not reflected in the people I value and are associated with. People who accept me, adhere to the parts where we are compatible and tolerate the parts where we are not. So however people perceive me to be, ultimately it obviously doesn't mean the friends I mention in this blog are the same as me. It means it's possible they are similar or the same, as well as different than me. It is highly unusual for people to be completely compatible with each other.

With that out of the way, and to make things clear, I never said I am a good person, nor am I trying to be one, though I would rather live with the empathetic than with the cruel. I would not deliberately do harm. I rather stand up against injustice than to pretend it doesn't exist. However, I understand consequences. The police is there to enforce the law, but not deter crimes from happening. Which means people must do what they must do to protect themselves, before the law of the land takes over and even then, the law of the land isn't there to protect you. It's there to protect the general consensus. Even if you may be right, society may deem you wrong - even most of your friends may side with society, than protect you. The law will almost always side with society.

We are few. Stay safe. (•̀ᵥᵥ•́)