I offer no context here, only this: Melpomene has been a part of my life since June 2003, and I ended our friendship in August 2024, after she spoke to me in a way that … Between the WavesRead more
Muses & Mishaps
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The Silence Between Us
That’s so cute how Amber is taking a sort of interest in me, or being sensitive to me, and I think that’s very cute. However, [in a goofy voice] what does she think of our … The Silence Between UsRead more
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On The Rocks With Cindy
My long-term memory is both a gift and a burden. To write this blog post, I’ve drawn from past entries, some dating back as far as 2006, to revisit and piece together those moments. This … On The Rocks With CindyRead more
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Flickered Light
Lisa V was my almost-sweetheart during my teenage years. I was 16 or 17 in grade 11, and she was 15 or 16 in grade 10. We shared a class that year. Early in the … Flickered LightRead more
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Flaked Out
Lisa V was supposed to meet me today at my place, but messaged me at the last minute, she won’t be able to make it. She apologized and I told her it was okay, especially … Flaked OutRead more
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Potty Mouth Madam M
I met Madam M through a Craigslist ad during the summer of 2006. After a few email exchanges, she texted me one evening and invited me to meet. I drove to Richmond, picking her up … Potty Mouth Madam MRead more
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Reminiscing On My Situationships
The first time I reacted in a pleasurable way, was when I was five years old. When I became aware of my sexuality, I was about eight. The babysitter’s younger daughter was at least a … Reminiscing On My SituationshipsRead more
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Between Dreams and Disillusions
Tune: “Say All I Need” by One Republic Around mid-February, I started corresponding with a girl, Iris, through Skype and email, after she reported someone for stealing her profile bio on a penpal site. We … Between Dreams and DisillusionsRead more
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Her Sweetness Just Right
Not a single day or night passes without Erica crossing my mind. Whether I’m at work, at home, out with friends, riding my bike, or hiking in the quiet of nature, she is always there, … Her Sweetness Just RightRead more
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The More It Happens
1:37am I was just thinking throughout the day that there are things that has been stopping the ‘progression’ of certain situations from happening in the last year since I came back from Hong Kong, but … The More It HappensRead more
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Use Your Cloaking Device
10:04pm Shit, I have so much stuff to do tonight and I slacked off the entire day today! My client is going to be MAD – MAD like those MILFs Against Drunk Drivers MADD! 😉 … Use Your Cloaking DeviceRead more
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You Sang To Me
1:16am Tune: “You Sang To Me” by Marc Anthony A few months after Virginia gave up on me, I heard this song play on the stereo. The lyrics didn’t click until around late August 2000. … You Sang To MeRead more
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Wanna Come With Me?
1:41am “Stronger” by Sugababes It’s time I reclaim myself after this long, arduous journey. If you’re wondering, it’s not that I wasn’t myself – I simply lost something along the way. It’s a hollow, numbing … Wanna Come With Me?Read more
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Can’t Take My Eyes Off You
11:54pm “Can’t Take My Eyes Off You” by Lauren Hill Stuck at home at 5 minutes before midnight. What’s tomorrow? Saturday the 6th. May 6th… What was I doing May 6th of last year? Yeah… … Can’t Take My Eyes Off YouRead more
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Summer In June
2:42am This weekend moved at an agonizingly slow pace, a stark contrast to the speed of the two weeks before. The hours stretched endlessly, as if time itself had drifted into weightlessness, with each moment … Summer In JuneRead more
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After Eight’s Martini
The other night – Saturday April 1st, I went to Savage Driving Range with Edmund. It was about 8pm, and it was freakin cold for some ungodly reason! The whole time I thought, while I … After Eight’s MartiniRead more