I offer no context here, only this: Melpomene has been a part of my life since June 2003, and I ended our friendship in August 2024, after she spoke to me in a way that … Between the WavesRead more
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Black Heart
The dream began on what felt like a summer evening around 8:30pm. The sun had set, but the sky still glowed faintly, partially obscured by scattered clouds. I stood on a wide sidewalk, its surface … Black HeartRead more
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Gaslighting, Betrayal & Lessons in Trust
Friendships are supposed to be a sanctuary of trust and mutual respect. Yet, my experience with Marlene taught me how easily those foundations can crumble when someone manipulates that trust. Marlene joined our gaming group … Gaslighting, Betrayal & Lessons in TrustRead more
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The Silence Between Us
That’s so cute how Amber is taking a sort of interest in me, or being sensitive to me, and I think that’s very cute. However, [in a goofy voice] what does she think of our … The Silence Between UsRead more
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Tea, Earl Grey, Hot
A long sleep, a short few hour nap, perhaps even a less than 10 minute power nap can yield some of the most vivid dreams. My dreams are often vivid and very detailed. They even … Tea, Earl Grey, HotRead more
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Slipping Away
It’s 1:10pm, 2024, September on a Tuesday. Today is the 10th. I stand at a crossroads now, faced with a decision that weighs heavily on my heart. I made a vow to Amber years ago … Slipping AwayRead more
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Anneversary
The majority of people I know celebrate anniversaries of varying types. However, they do so on a specific day once a year. Namely, their wedding anniversaries and/or the first time they met. Amber and I … AnneversaryRead more
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Nightmare On Cambie Street
In the last two hours of my sleep, I dreamed of meeting Laura. The first half of the dream was hazy, but I recall us wandering through a cozy middle-class neighbourhood. It was early evening, … Nightmare On Cambie StreetRead more
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Salutatorian Crush
Clearly I have unresolved issues from my far past, but exactly what those things are, only I will know of them, unless someone else comes along to figure out the mystery. It was a long … Salutatorian CrushRead more
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On The Rocks With Cindy
My long-term memory is both a gift and a burden. To write this blog post, I’ve drawn from past entries, some dating back as far as 2006, to revisit and piece together those moments. This … On The Rocks With CindyRead more
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Flickered Light
Lisa V was my almost-sweetheart during my teenage years. I was 16 or 17 in grade 11, and she was 15 or 16 in grade 10. We shared a class that year. Early in the … Flickered LightRead more
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Flaked Out
Lisa V was supposed to meet me today at my place, but messaged me at the last minute, she won’t be able to make it. She apologized and I told her it was okay, especially … Flaked OutRead more
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43rd Street Bus Loop
The dream had split up into two continuing parts. Unfortunately, I don’t remember the bulk of it. As I woke up, it was still fresh in my memory, as if I was remembering something I … 43rd Street Bus LoopRead more
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Somewhere Else, There Is Another Me
These days, I’m barely sleeping enough that will last me the hours I need to call it a proper day. I sleep somewhere between 11:30pm and 12:30am, then get up between 2:30am and 5:30am. Tonight, … Somewhere Else, There Is Another MeRead more
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Potty Mouth Madam M
I met Madam M through a Craigslist ad during the summer of 2006. After a few email exchanges, she texted me one evening and invited me to meet. I drove to Richmond, picking her up … Potty Mouth Madam MRead more
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The Journey On
Yesterday, I had a dream, that in my waking moments, made an emotional impact on me, which unfortunately faded to a point I completely forgot about as the morning unfolded until this morning where this … The Journey OnRead more
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Anywhere But Here
The first part of my entire dream sequence is nearly completely gone from my memory, except that it had something to do with Star Wars’ imperial naval pilots, TIE fighters, me being one of them, … Anywhere But HereRead more
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Reminiscing On My Situationships
The first time I reacted in a pleasurable way, was when I was five years old. When I became aware of my sexuality, I was about eight. The babysitter’s younger daughter was at least a … Reminiscing On My SituationshipsRead more
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Looking For My Shoulder Pads
Since about three weeks ago, I went back to playing WoW with Amber and recently have been looking into Transmog sets for my Shaman and Paladin. I spent hours looking for something that fits with … Looking For My Shoulder PadsRead more
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Too good for me
Someone said somewhere that if you tell yourself something enough times, your brain will believe it eventually. Meaning, you can lie to it as much as you can and it will eventually believe that lie. … Too good for meRead more
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A Brief Rendezvous
I had a number of dreams this morning. I started out at a futuristic city. I don’t remember much from this segment, but I attracted three much older women in their 40s and 50s, all … A Brief RendezvousRead more
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Between Dreams and Disillusions
Tune: “Say All I Need” by One Republic Around mid-February, I started corresponding with a girl, Iris, through Skype and email, after she reported someone for stealing her profile bio on a penpal site. We … Between Dreams and DisillusionsRead more
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The Fields Of Mount Fuji
Unlike most other nights and mornings, I actually went to work with about 3.5 hours of sleep. My brain isn’t functioning that well and I’m not joking this time. I actually feel quite bad right … The Fields Of Mount FujiRead more
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Her Sweetness Just Right
Not a single day or night passes without Erica crossing my mind. Whether I’m at work, at home, out with friends, riding my bike, or hiking in the quiet of nature, she is always there, … Her Sweetness Just RightRead more
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Tour De Patrick III (53km)
With a total of 53 kilometres, Pat, Jason, and yours truly made all the around the Vancouver Convention Centre and back to Richmond. We rode from Pat’s place, across the Arthur Liang, up through Cypress … Tour De Patrick III (53km)Read more
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The Visionary That Saved The World
5:27am Tune: “Slept So Long” by Jay Gordon [audio:08_Slept_So_Long_-_The_Queen_Of_The_Damned_-_Jay_Gordon.mp3] I’m quite exhausted right now and should have been in bed around 2am but I needed to finish this thing and I’m still doing it. A … The Visionary That Saved The WorldRead more
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Hong Kong 2007 – Part 3 of 3
1:56pm Sorry. My long awaited entry for the last Hong Kong 2007 photo entry set took awhile. However, here it is in all it’s glorious might! ^o^ Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never … Hong Kong 2007 – Part 3 of 3Read more
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Something Wicked This Way Comes
2:39pm The dream started with an ‘alternate’ scene from one of the Ghost Busters movies with all four of the original cast standing in the middle of what looked like a deserted construction yard. They … Something Wicked This Way ComesRead more
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Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3
10:38am Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps – CLICK HERE Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 – CLICK HERE Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3 – CLICK HERE … Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3Read more
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Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3
1:36am HKT Hong Kong 2007 – The City That Never Sleeps – CLICK HERE Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3 – CLICK HERE Hong Kong 2007 – Part 2 of 3 – CLICK … Hong Kong 2007 – Part 1 of 3Read more