The dream began on what felt like a summer evening around 8:30pm. The sun had set, but the sky still glowed faintly, partially obscured by scattered clouds. I stood on a wide sidewalk, its surface … Black HeartRead more
Amber
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Slipping Away
It’s 1:10pm, 2024, September on a Tuesday. Today is the 10th. I stand at a crossroads now, faced with a decision that weighs heavily on my heart. I made a vow to Amber years ago … Slipping AwayRead more
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Anneversary
The majority of people I know celebrate anniversaries of varying types. However, they do so on a specific day once a year. Namely, their wedding anniversaries and/or the first time they met. Amber and I … AnneversaryRead more
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Flaked Out
Lisa V was supposed to meet me today at my place, but messaged me at the last minute, she won’t be able to make it. She apologized and I told her it was okay, especially … Flaked OutRead more
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43rd Street Bus Loop
The dream had split up into two continuing parts. Unfortunately, I don’t remember the bulk of it. As I woke up, it was still fresh in my memory, as if I was remembering something I … 43rd Street Bus LoopRead more
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Reminiscing On My Situationships
The first time I reacted in a pleasurable way, was when I was five years old. When I became aware of my sexuality, I was about eight. The babysitter’s younger daughter was at least a … Reminiscing On My SituationshipsRead more