My sleep is all over the place, but it’s really the same cycle in repeat since my teens. Except this time, the weekend was Mirtazapine induced sleep. Yesterday, I was awaken to the buzzer going … Another Typical DayRead more
Amber
Slipping Away
It’s 1:10pm, 2024, September on a Tuesday. Today is the 10th. So I have a decision to make. I vowed to make Amber a star when we got married. There is a lot of resistance … Slipping AwayRead more
Anneversary
The majority of people I know celebrate anniversaries of varying types. However, they do so on a specific day once a year. Namely, their wedding anniversaries and/or the first time they met. Amber and I … AnneversaryRead more
Truly or superficially committed?
Thalia told me that she can never be in a polyamorous relationship because she cannot fathom a non-committed relationship. Which made me laugh out loud, because her monogamous relationship is anything but committed. Where as … Truly or superficially committed?Read more
Long Lasting Relationships
Thalia asked me, maybe a bit rhetorically using our friendship as a basis for this question, what I thought are the key elements of creating and maintaining long lasting relationships. Basically, we both agree that … Long Lasting RelationshipsRead more
Flaked Out
Elyssa was supposed to meet me today at my place, but messaged me at the last minute, she won’t be able to make it. She apologized and I told her it was okay, especially if … Flaked OutRead more
43rd Street Bus Loop
The dream had split up into two continuing parts. Unfortunately, I don’t remember the bulk of it. As I woke up, it was still fresh in my memory, as if I was remembering something I … 43rd Street Bus LoopRead more
Long Distance Relationships Do Work
That is if you put the effort, time and energy into it. If you are the type of person who has little patience and little tolerance, then this isn’t your cup of tea. In my … Long Distance Relationships Do WorkRead more
Something To Remind Me
This is my favorite scene in the movie “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” and every time I see this scene, I am reminded of a future with Amber. It also makes me think of … Something To Remind MeRead more
Those Walls I Built
Tune: “Halo†(world tour version) by Beyonce Drink: Root Beer Mood: A bit heart broken A few weeks ago, I happened upon a song by Beyonce while I was searching for a completely different song, … Those Walls I BuiltRead more