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Use Your Cloaking Device

10:04pm

Shit, I have so much stuff to do tonight and I slacked off the entire day today! My client is going to be MAD – MAD like those MILFs Against Drunk Drivers MADD!

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Right so anyway, I was typing up a reply to Mystery Girl’s question and remembered something Elyssa asked me a few days ago. I believe she called me to wish me a… No wait, I mass texted everyone to wish them a happy pre-new year’s eve and then received a call from her a couple of days later balling her eyes out about some guy who used her for sex and never returned her calls after. Then a day later, she called me again and talked a bit. She asked me if I am interested in dating again. Of course, I couldn’t help but grin really widely, especially when she asked me if I am still only interested in Asian girls and whether I would mind if that girl had kids. At that moment I laughed my ass off. Then she continued by asking “What? Why are you laughing Leeman? I’m asking because I have some friends who are single moms.”

In between laughs, I directly said to her, “It sounds like you’re ‘indirectly’ asking me if I would like to date you.” Of course, she denied it and told me about so and so, etc, etc. I asked her, “How did you guess that I was looking for a new girlfriend in the first place?”

She replied, “From reading your journal entries, it seems like you’re putting emphasize that you’re single now.”

[sigh]

Women.

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Anyway, I told her that I’m not in the right frame of mind to start dating again, nor am I looking for a new girlfriend. There is no void to fill. [grins] I told her that I have major priorities in my life right now, and this is no excuse – not like Laura’s or Pat’s. I seriously create free time to hang out with my friends when in fact, I truly don’t have free time. When my team mates have 5 hour per day sleeps and constant work, I am the one slacking off majorly. The problem with me is that I work more efficiently when I am strained for time.

Yes, I rather game than date. 8]

According to Pat, we are the ultimate geeks. I concur.

10:16pm

PS: Elyssa, if you’re reading this, just outright tell me you want me to bone you instead of beating around the bush. ๐Ÿ˜‰

8 thoughts on “Use Your Cloaking Device

  1. GEEKS ARE HOT!!! And I think there’s a verse in the Bible that says, “The GEEKS shall inherit the earth” ๐Ÿ˜‰

  2. Hey [points at you]… Come here. I have something to do to you. Drop by the local pet store and get a leash beforehand.

  3. Actually, guys who can fix computers ARE hot. It’s the new “damsel in distress” tool ๐Ÿ˜‰

  4. Is that right? Huh….that must be why I don’t get any action anymore. I WILL learn to fix computers!

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Common society expects self-respect to be a concept you enforce on yourself, while solely adhering to what common society dictates as being right. However, self-respect in fact, is doing what pleases you, while not permitting others to disrespect you, and when they do, you cut them out of your life. Don't let common society gaslight you into believing the self-respect you have for yourself should be dictated by common society's views on morality. Self-respect is the individual's right to live as they desire - not what common society deems as acceptable. Too often, people succumb to the weight of the world, dismissing their individual value, to try to fit in and be accepted. If you are the type of person who tries to fit in with common society, under the fantasy you are also an unique 'weird' person of your own thoughts, then I dare say, you're delusional. Everyone says they rather be weird, but when challenged, they retreat back into their social shells, doing everything they can to deflect self accountability.

That's utterly boring.

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