Lisa finally came to see me a few days after she flaked out. She told me she was called to work the day she was supposed to come here. Why didn’t she just say so? You see what I mean by…
Flaked Out
Three and a half hours after I published my previous post titled Full Circle, Lisa messaged me that she won’t be able to make it later in the day. She apologized and I told her it was okay, especially if she…
Full Circle
I reconnected with Lisa a bit over 3 weeks ago on Facebook Messenger. I saw her photo show up, even though her Facebook page wasn’t accessible. So I thought perhaps she blocked me or something. However, she did respond and in…
Passage of Time
The problem with starting new entries, or actually, any entries is that I am always distracted by the lack of a good background song to help inspire my inner voice to speak up. So I just spent the last two hours…
Revision 18
Leemanism.com started on April 1st, 2006 as a place to vent myself after my 15 month relationship with Cindy had finally ended. From April 2006 to around September 2009, this blog was super active. I posted nearly daily, sometimes, multiple times…
I Love Sex, Doesn’t Mean I’ll Do Evil Deeds
My friends know that I am the ‘go-to’ guy for sex related topics. Primarily sex education. Of course, I also talk about the more lecherous side of my sexual desires and experiences, but only to those that have lent their ear…
43rd Street Bus Loop
The dream had split up into two continuing parts. Unfortunately, I don’t remember the bulk of it. As I woke up, it was still fresh in my memory, as if I was remembering something I read in a journal I had…
Agata’s High Heels
On Valentine’s Day 2021, eighteen months after receiving the stripper high heels I sent Agata, Agata finally sent me a picture of her tattooed foot wearing one. Very sexy of course. She recently went back to pole dancing too. Only thing…
Tolerance And Sensitivity In How We Connect With Others
Social protocols condition people to come to a middle ground between the lowest level of tolerance for said subject matter, and the highest sensitivity of how one might be triggered by said subject matter. So in cases where I speak with…
Somewhere Else, There Is Another Me
These days, I’m barely sleeping enough that will last me the hours I need to call it a proper day. I sleep somewhere between 11:30pm and 12:30am, then get up between 2:30am and 5:30am. Tonight, I went to bed around 12:30am…
Deleting The Naughtiness With Pascale
After a few more back-and-forths with Pascale, I decided it’s time to call it quits with the sexual overtones. At one time, in the far past, we could have had a lot of sexual fun, but I failed to take advantage…
My boyfriend is 19 and I am 16
Awhile ago, I answered a question on Quora about a 16 year old dating a 19 year old. Their genders are irrelevant for the sake of the Q&A. I do not have the link to that question, as it was at…
How She Makes Me Feel
Whenever I introduce another woman to Pascale that one of our mutual friends like or someone I think is attractive, the first thing Pascale does is point out the most noticeable negative thing about that person 99% of the time. For…
Nothing is ever good enough for my husband
The question was originally posted here, “I just want love but all I get is criticism. Nothing is ever good enough for my husband.” However, because I was not posting from my original account, which I was able to get my…
How do I tell them I have a small penis?
A young 20-something year old man said he was opened to casual hook ups with women, but he has a small penis and he prematurely ejaculates. He said he had tried kegal exercises, stop squeeze, and other ways to help “get…
Settle between two mediocre men or wait for the perfect guy?
Recently, I saw a question on DearCupid that asked if the poster should settle with one of the two men that is somewhat interesting, but doesn’t fulfill most of her desires in a man, or wait it out until the perfect…
A Lifetime of Pleasure
Pascale recently asked if it was worth having a moment of pleasure for all of the pain Amber goes through while we have sex. She interpreted one tiny mishap as a huge series of painful experiences somehow. Basically, after we fucked…
Born To Be Awesome
For the next 35 days, from December 3rd, 2020 to January 7th, 2021, I make the vows to be the best I can be for my wife, for the relationship and for me. I originally thought I could make it once…
How could your spouse claim to love you when they had sex with a prostitute?
I recently started another account on DearCupid.org. It has been over 12 years since I was active there. The first question I saw was where a woman expressed hurt for having a husband engage in sex with a prostitute twice while…
Self Love and Loneliness
I have been struggling with myself since I was a toddler, before my brother was born. While my internal vocabulary lacked the ability to express themselves, I was still able to feel what I see and wanted to speak out. Thunder…
An Ends to a Means
Awhile ago, my wife remarked on camera, “My husband used to go after married women.” I laughed my ass off. The idea of it cracked me up. Oooh, I can see the evil stares from people who have super high social…
Dessert Before Dinner
A favourite past time I had, was molesting breasts with my hands under their shirt. This drove me nuts, and more often than not, amuses the woman I am molesting. I’m like a calm-faced hungry wolf when I am doing this….
When to Stop, When to Go
In westernized countries, red means stop, yellow means prepare to stop, and green means go when the intersection is cleared. In some Asian countries, yellow comes after red and it means prepare to go. Of course, I am speaking about traffic…
Dear Nicole
A few days ago, Patrick and I met up in my home. We spoke with each for about two and a half hours. We drank tea, ate some cookies, played with Rudi and talked mostly about his lack-of-romantic-relationship woes. In short,…
Appropriately Molesting Pascale
Prior to Pascale’s visit, I propositioned her for a casual sexual rendezvous, clearly explaining that my wife and I have opened up our marriage to allow sexual and intimate encounters with other people. After Pascale’s visit, we went deeper into this…
The Dishonest Kiss
There has been many versions of this blog post, published and taken down multiple times over the last four years since 2016. The reason why I had such a difficult time with this blog post, was because I felt betrayed and…
I didn’t ask for your opinion
Actually, you did, the moment you posted your photos, illustrations, stories and statements online for everyone to read. Earlier, as I was rolling around in bed trying to get up, I happened upon a photo of a woman I follow on…
Relevancy
Surfing through the web, I often come across ignorant statements on topics that require relevancy and context, rather than broad strokes of dim intellect. For example, I recently made a blog post about a group of people on Instagram who think…
Amber’s Song
It’s exactly 12:00pm right now. This will be a very long blog entry. This will also be a very emotional one with a lot of raw unfiltered events. So bare with me, as you observe this journey with me. However, I…
People are more than one thing
In my previous entry, Wrong conclusions on the right statistics
Drawing the wrong conclusions
There is a woman I used to follow on Instagram named Daisy Lea (@daisylee1). She is a Playboy Playmate. Unlike many men on IG, I don’t comment lewd crap on people’s photos and videos, even if some of the models ask…
Leeman’s Monologue
In the original movie, Blade Runner, the fictional character of Roy Batty delivers a monologue at his death: I’ve seen things, you people wouldn’t believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I’ve watched C-beams glitter in the dark…
Potty Mouth Mable
Mid last year, I tried reconnecting with Mable. I ditched our friendship around 2011, because there were a few things I really didn’t like about her character. She was indecisive, emotionally naive, spent time around toxic backstabbers, constantly judges people based…