Tune: “Need to feel love” by Reflekt Drink: Kiwi Strawberry juice Mood: Horny [audio:Reflekt_-_Need_To_Feel_Loved.mp3] I’ve been meaning to post this up a long time ago, years ago actually, but here’s my chance… If you’re a … Deciding for herRead more
Tune: “Change Your Mind” by Sunlounger, featuring Kyler England Mood: the usual Drink: Paarl Cape Tawny Port [audio:Sunlounger_-_Change_Your_Mind.mp3] I was just telling Amber the starting of a ‘story’, but really hesitated because she was in … It feels so nearRead more
This is what I just entered at Facebook: The ‘problem’ with Facebook is that I want to get rid of myself, so I can start speaking my mind again without people getting worried what others … Flesh and boneRead more
A man once said he has a short time to live and this would be one of the last things he could do, before his time passed. People don’t take him seriously, like I don’t … A man once saidRead more
In The Dark Knight, Batman said something that truly inspired me at the end of the movie. I have finally found something, a phrase coinciding my views on religion, politics and social dynamics in a … In a nutshellRead more
[audio:Pulse.mp3] Tune: “Pulse” by Yoko Kanno Drink: Kokanee Mood: Stressed out, tired, sleepy, horny As some of you know, I’ve been corresponding with a girl in Germany for the last few months. The last two … Failed perspectiveRead more
About ten years ago, I made a list of the type of girl that I would be attracted to and about three or four years ago, I made another similar thing here. I always have … Factors of AttractionRead more
Ultimately, I believe that the act of being cheered up and cheering up are things to do for short-term problems and not for problems that are constant and continuing. If I am being slowly digested … Winding downRead more
A couple of nights ago, I had a dream where I was finally able to reach Virginia via phone calls. It had been a reoccurring nightmare for a few years after we stopped seeing each … I reached herRead more
I admit that I have a festering bitterness that’s getting worst by the second. By the way, All Dressed Crispers are really yummy. I could not find a friend to express this to. So I … NonchalantRead more
So, I was just surfing EBay for a game for my friend and looked through some of the feedback the seller received. I specifically look for negative feedback. Well, I happened upon this: Note the … EBay StupidityRead more
[audio:d_change.mp3] One of my favorite tunes. “Change” by Deftones. I’m just very stressed right now, coinciding Amber. It’s compounded, but ultimately, has nothing to do with her. It’s all me. It’s all in my head. … Canned TunaRead more
I used to think it takes a lot to continue ‘writing’ in my online diary, as the entries these last few months used to drain me dry every time I complete one. What I realized … Smacking the kitty aroundRead more
Pat showed me Jocady’s blog a few minutes ago, which inspired me a little to keep my blog updated again. I just now need to redo the back-end because WPMU screwed up my upload folders.
Tune: “Just Be” by Tiesto Drink: Green Tea Mood: Horny [yt]KZcCfHi4818[/yt] The lyrics to this song goes like this: You can travel the world But you can’t run away From the person you are in … Just BeRead more
I had a number of dreams this morning. I started out at a futuristic city. I don’t remember much from this segment, but I attracted three much older women in their 40s and 50s, all … A Brief RendezvousRead more
Tune: “Say All I Need” by One Republic As some of you already know, there was a girl I had been corresponding with through Skype web cam and email. I ‘met’ her through a penpal … The Iris In My EyeRead more
Unlike most other nights and mornings, I actually went to work with about 3.5 hours of sleep. My brain isn’t functioning that well and I’m not joking this time. I actually feel quite bad right … The Fields Of Mount FujiRead more
Mood: Tired Drink: Sho Chiku Bai Sake Tune: “Enough Love” by Mandalay [audio:Mandalay_-_Enough_Love.mp3] I had a MSN conversation with a friend just now. It ended negatively. In essence, she hung up on me. I sighed … IrritatedRead more
I find it a lot easier to enter my thoughts here these days because all but one of my friends have disappeared from this site. In the past, the biggest issue I had was that … It’s easierRead more
I might have the flu, I am unsure. I could check myself into emergency, but no. My entire body is aching and my stomach hurts. My head feels a bit weird. I almost feel like … When everything hurtsRead more
Mood: Settled Drink: Sho Chiku Bai sake Tune: “Active Radio Activity†by iLL [audio:04-ActiveRadioActivity.mp3] …that no one was there for me when I needed them. Come on, you *should* know me by now, I don’t … Unfortunately, I have also realized…Read more
Mood: Settled Drink: Sho Chiku Bai sake Tune: “At Last” by Etta James [audio:07_Etta_James_-_At_Last.mp3] This sake isn’t bad at all. Sweet aroma, sweet first taste and hard when it’s in. Sounds like I’m talking about … Strange & Irritating ExperienceRead more
For some time, I’ve maintained a certain relationship with someone. At one point, it grew to something uncontrollable emotionally, but calmed down quite a bit afterwards, like an orgasm. After a few months of silence, … Do or don’tRead more
Mood: Settling Drink: A glass of Black Opal Shiraz would be nice right about now Tune: “Samba é Amor†by Bebel Gilberto [audio:10_Samba_e_Amor.mp3] And of course, I forgot where I stood in all things. I … In the scheme of thingsRead more
…is that the switch had been turned on to reveal this unstable aspect of my psyche. Damn it. Damn it to hell! She was a reflection of me, except she poured her heart out to … Alas, the scary thought…Read more
Mood: Reflecting, pulling myself back out of the grave I have been digging for myself Drink: A shot of Glenfiddich would be nice right about now Tune: “I Am What I Am†by OceanLab [audio:OceanLab_-_I_Am_What_I_Am.mp3] … I Am What I AmRead more
Mood: A hint of worry, a slight of frustration, otherwise, strangely calm Drink: Les Combelles Cotes Du Rhone 2006 Tune: “Good bye my master†by Yoko Kanno [audio:Good_Bye_My_Master.mp3] I had a strange experience over the … I need youRead more
…you really care about and connect with, needs you, try not to make the mistake of providing serious objective advice. What they need is you, so give yourself to them. [sigh]
