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Blanked Out?

1:49pm

Anyone ever sat in front of their desk or computer while thinking you are doing something, like reading an article or doing work, when you look at the time, and realized that you hadn’t done anything for the last 23 minutes at all, but just sit there? Well, that happened to me just now and it was weird. Last time I checked the clock, it read “13:23”, then I proceeded to stare at the monitor and then my eyes drifted to the clock again and it read “13:46”. My first reaction was “What the hell? What did I do for the last 23 minutes?!?!” Then my second reaction was “Only an hour and a bit until I get to go home! Woohoo!

1:57pm

1 thought on “Blanked Out?

  1. If i had to take an educated guess, i’d have thought you masturbated 6 times in the span of 23 minutes!

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Concepts from Leemanism has as little filtering as possible. These concepts are not reflected in the people I value and are associated with. People who accept me, adhere to the parts where we are compatible and tolerate the parts where we are not. So however people perceive me to be, ultimately it obviously doesn't mean the people I mention in this blog are the same as me. It means it's possible they are similar or the same, as well as different than me. It is highly unusual for people to be completely compatible with each other. It is also highly unusual for people to be fully supportive of each other, even if they say they do.

Common society expects self-respect to be a concept you enforce on yourself, while solely adhering to what common society dictates as being right. However, self-respect in fact, is doing what pleases you, while not permitting others to disrespect you, and when they do, you cut them out of your life. Don't let common society gaslight you into believing the self-respect you have for yourself should be dictated by common society's views on morality. Self-respect is the individual's right to live as they desire - not what common society deems as acceptable. Too often, people succumb to the weight of the world, dismissing their individual value, to try to fit in and be accepted. If you are the type of person who tries to fit in with common society, under the fantasy you are also an unique 'weird' person of your own thoughts, then I dare say, you're delusional. Everyone says they rather be weird, but when challenged, they retreat back into their social shells, doing everything they can to deflect self accountability.

That's utterly boring.

However, at the same time, I also understand that some people must do what they must do to protect themselves, before the law of the land and before common society try to lynch them for what they are. Even if your ideals may be right, society will more often than not, deem you wrong - even most of your friends may side with society, than protect you.

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