Leemanism

There are certain feelings I will never have back. It is not a matter of trying. Lately, I’ve been spending quite some time with one of my friends. I’ve noticed that we have some similarities … Outside, Peering inRead more

For as long I’ve become more in-tuned with the universe, I’ve found myself aligned with a living metaphor. I do feel what this force feels. Metaphorically, living is both heaven and hell and all that … Great Prince of HellRead more

Ironhorse Sonic 02 fs/ht Mountain bike (2002) – June 23rd, 2003: has clocked roughly 5500 km Trek Equinox 5 Tri/Road bike (2007) – June 9th, 2009: has clocked roughly 350 kilometres so far About a … My BabiesRead more

I have to admit, I am a little superstitious. My mom asks me from time to time, “Do you have hope for [insert things here]?” and I find that I cannot bring myself to serve … Stray CatRead more

Sorry, I would have entered something earlier but I needed to clear my mind of excess. I found the summer to be slightly warmer, but things have become colder for me on the inside. Of … What about my star?Read more

The feeling is mutual. Wherever you go, where your eyes set its gaze, no doubt, you will feel that certain irregular pulse somewhere in your body. Do you mistake that as some minor physical ailment? … Tragically, I AwokeRead more

11:56pm Now with my ego aside and a lot less blunt, there are a lot of things that I can look forward to. I just wish that I wasn’t a part of it. This is … MasqueradeRead more

2:32am A couple of nights ago, Albert, Jenny and I went to Denny’s after Albert gave us a nice tour around his new office in downtown. Albert noticed that something had recently changed with me. … StoriesRead more

2:38am Tune: “Lost Friend” by Dolce Triade [audio:10-lost-friend.mp3] Maybe I am oblivious to the common emotion that a lot of people feel if a said truth were to appear before them. Most people that say … Personal TruthRead more

3:41am An influx of entries this morning. Lots on my mind. The first is about unity before we can venture into space. The second one is about being judgmental and opinionated followed by religious absurdity, … Carry Me AwayRead more

9:30pm Tune: “Diamond Crevice” by Yoko Kanno, Sung by May’n (Sheryl Nome) Of course, there is a lot I wish to see with these eyes of mine. There are a lot of things I won’t … The Stars Sparkle InfinitelyRead more

4:37am Tune: “Ignited (Piano Version)” by Toshihiko Sahashi Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve However, to finish my bottle of Warre’s Warrior Port, I’ll have to keep entering some extra lingering thoughts before I really retire … IgnitedRead more

4:25am Tune: “Aimo” by Yoko Kanno, sung by Nakajima Megumi Drink: Warre’s Warrior Special Reserve [audio:aimo.mp3] If I were to ever end this blog site, I would say something along these lines: The last X … Old ImagesRead more

8:53pm Lily recently sent a request for me to do another Scientific Personality Test which scored the following result: Your Score: INTJ -The Mastermind You scored 9% I to E, 42% N to S, 64% … The MastermindRead more

3:04am I was just laughing at a realization I came upon a few moments ago that if I didn’t have my friends and I didn’t have these responsibilities, I would be a very sick alcoholic … The Hidden AlcoholicRead more

2:50am A couple of days ago after I entered the previous entry, I thought and felt as if I was writing a letter to myself. Rather, maybe I was writing these thoughts down in case … Imperial PrincessRead more

11:55pm I was just relaxing and holed out up in here for the entire day thinking about various things. Of course, I also engaged in some MSNing and phone conversations for work and watched roughly … BoyhoodRead more

9:24pm Tune: “Je Te Rends Ton Amour” by Mylene Farmer Drink: Yellowtail Shiraz & Orange/Malibu mix Yes, I am trying to induce it but I’m having rotten luck. About an hour and a half ago, … Stand Alone Complex IIRead more

6:16pm Sincerity is nice and honored. However, when I posted an ad on Craigslist for a female companion in the form of pure platonic friendship, I did not expect anything further to form from friendship. … Ulterior MotivesRead more

4:12am My sleep schedule, as always, is screwed up. I went to bed around 7:30pm and got up finally at 3am. In between, I woke up once. So there were two dreams I had that … Taking Things For GrantedRead more

6:31am Sounds pretty obvious eh? I’m not much for sitting on a couch and watching sports that go around in circles like sports car racing, or ball games where the ball is being passed around. … Full Speed AheadRead more

2:38am There are a lot of things I would like to try. I continue to try to see if I can do some of those things, but something inside here [points to my chest] stops … Vision Without Action is a DaydreamRead more